Varsity

Distraught.

2011-10-16T00:51:00.000-07:00

Hi.

I know i've not been meeting up with many people recently but that is because i haven't had much time to do so. A major thing happened in my life and I'm trying to cope with it. Just last Friday i was doing my work in office and I just found my wind wandering and suddenly I just teared up.

I remember myself thinking of all the worse situations in life when i was young, when i understood the meaning of live and death. I remember myself thinking so much that I would just cry so hard that I can neither breathe nor hear properly. I was preparing myself for when i reach an older age and I will experience all the kinds of things. I was afraid.

I remember myself going to the library after my weekly music lessons and borrowing lots of books from the same author who wrote stories on cancers; leukemia. Every story, i'd cry, feeling for the person in the story and knowing that the author who wrote the book experienced this in her life.

I'm glad the situation is not as bad as the ones i've read but its enough to make me worry day and night, waking up and thinking of the current situation over and over again.

Double happiness

2011-09-12T07:42:00.000-07:00

FINALLY dom is otw back to Singapore from Australia ^^

It was 5 looooooooooong days and nights without him and phew its finally over :D The next one would be in december, and its gonna be for 9 days :( sob while i'm working all the way.

can't wait too seeeeeee himmmmmmmmmmmmm!!! uh oh i sound like a kidddo again.

so my birthday present is " dom wrapped in a wrapping plastic sheet, tied with a ribbon with a helium balloon floating " hehehehe

random thoughts

Internship!

2011-09-12T07:37:00.000-07:00

Work at Agape Little Uni. gets better by the days.

I would say my 1st and 2nd day wasn't what i'd expect but probably because of the new Clementi centre opening and I was mostly under the guidance of an administrator whom i am grateful for. She taught me so much in just 5 days!

Now that she's left, and i am kinda the only person who knows how to do the admin work, i feel a little lost especially when there are new registrations and withdrawals. A little stress today because i didn't know where to start etc.. but time REALLY FLEW BY today.

I gotta rush to finish as much as i can tmr. I'm way more motivated now because of my director's meeting with me and i feel like i have a goal right now so things won't be so mundane anymore!

Gotta starting journaling about what i have learnt so far!

Tata! Hope you guys who are reading my blog are doing good with your internships/work or enjoying your holidays!!!!

Work has its cons too

2011-09-08T09:01:00.001-07:00

i must remind myself why i was going all out for 6 months internship instead of choosing 2 months.

Admin work is..... what i wanted to avoid in the first place and thats why i self sourced.

but the good thing now is that i have no worry after work, and i have healthy lunch now.

2011-08-27T12:14:00.001-07:00

Happy with the outcome of all my papers :)

Did my best, studied as hard as i could (though i really slacked quite a bit this time round) because it is my last semester taking exams.

Usually i start studying a month before exams but this very semester i had totally no time due to crazy projects and only had 2 weeks to do so. turns out that i learnt to study smart, learnt how to analyse past year exam papers really thoroughly and hopefully the results would be what i want.

Actually, i really hope to have 4.0 GPA once before i leave ngee ann. is that possible with my bullshit luck with IS modules?

Then, i'd be able to get into SMU business....

2011-07-13T19:38:00.001-07:00

5 hours of sleep. 8am school, studied for a test which was then postponed.

Received 2 grades for stocks class and it was one of worse i've received for months and months.

Work later for a friend + lack of sleep = :(

4-5 projects left to finish in a time frame of 1 month. :(((

2011-07-04T11:23:00.000-07:00

Building a Healthy Relationship from the Start

The Beginning Stages

While the early months of a relationship can feel effortless and exciting, successful long-term relationships involve ongoing effort and compromise by both partners. Building healthy patterns early in your relationship can establish a solid foundation for the long run. When you are just starting a relationship, it is important to:

Build. Build a foundation of appreciation and respect. Focus on all the considerate things your partner says and does. Happy couples make a point of noticing even small opportunities to say "thank you" to their partner, rather than focusing on mistakes their partner has made.

Explore. Explore each other's interests so that you have a long list of things to enjoy together. Try new things together to expand mutual interests.

Establish. Establish a pattern of apologizing if you make a mistake or hurt your partner's feelings. Saying "I'm sorry" may be hard in the moment, but it goes a long way towards healing a rift in a relationship. Your partner will trust you more if he or she knows that you will take responsibility for your words and actions.

As the Months Go By: Important Things to Recognize as Your Relationship Grows

Relationships Change. Changes in life outside your relationship will impact what you want and need from the relationship. Since change is inevitable, welcoming it as an opportunity to enhance the relationship is more fruitful than trying to keep it from happening.
Check in Periodically. Occasionally set aside time to check in with each other on changing expectations and goals. If a couple ignores difficult topics for too long, their relationship is likely to drift into rocky waters without their noticing.

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So, relationships aren't easy to handle.. be it with your family, friends or your other half. It certainly takes a lot of strength to breathe out uncertainty, anger, confusion and just thoughts wandering around and overcoming it. Sometimes you feel bad for feeling what you feel but you know that you have the right to have those feelings and the only thing you can do to help it is to take control of emotions.

I for one, ain't a master of controlling my emotions. Sometimes it gets the better of me that i feel I'm such a horrid person. I'm glad to say, I am way better at controlling these things now. It helps to have a boyfriend who is way more patient than i am, more understanding of certain things than i am to him :x and it made me help myself get over anger and frustration without hurting anybody.

Maybe its just stepping into my 20s soon, maybe its just maturity but having patience definitely helps one life be more peaceful and happier than what it initially was.

Such a fast-paced life i lead, some bad patience i have... it all takes strength to overcome it to be a better person.

2011-06-19T09:29:00.001-07:00

Time for projects this week - Stocks and WISP
And to finish studying all the lectures by the time school begins.

Short of time~

Had a good time in Sentosa today w dom, yt & zx. Played bridge, cheat and monopoly deal while on the mat as the sun chose to hide itself for the 1st two hours..

When the sun finally came out, yt & zx went to get their lunch and dom left to put his suntan oil, leaving me alone in the sun with all the stuffs. It was a good twenty mins before he came back and i am wow.. blacker already. compared to dom sun-tanning for an hour while we played dai di in the shade and his suntan effectiveness was the same as my 20 mins tan -.-

I'm red and feeling hot on my face, neck and black -.- So fun to play card games again after such a long while!

After that we headed off to Changi Airport to fetch dom's parents at the airport! Had a good western meal at Han's there and then home we went in this big luxurious cab. Driver young and punk, good command of his English and presentable.

I wonder if taxi drivers must now have a degree to drive this cab... well the usual taxi drivers need to pass at least their o levels and english as far as i know!

2011-06-10T11:03:00.000-07:00

I am determined!

To loose weight.

I'm gonna visit the gym every Saturday and improve my stamina, at least be how i was in secondary school.

All so that i will stop feeling so fat and I will be able to wear all the beautiful dresses everywhere!!

Slurpppppppp.

I've been working. For the 2nd time in my life. For a wonderful friend whom i met in a bazaar. Best boss ever!
I am in-charge of online marketing for her shop at China Square Central selling ATAS jewellery! Hehe feel so inspired for my online webby too thus my new facebook page :D

2011-06-09T09:47:00.001-07:00

Does a couple need complete similarities to be able to be happy with one another? If no, do they have to have a majority of similarities?

What if they don't? It doesn't matter does it? What matters is that you're happy with that person and you feel complete with each other.

In tough times, do you feel like slamming things? In good times, do you feel like nobody could be happier than you? Why the vast difference?

Love is hard to comprehent, Love is.....not letting go of you!

Its time to update w the hols here!

2011-06-06T11:07:00.001-07:00

Back after a month of hiatus. Obviously, its the school activities taking up too much of my time and putting priorities straight first.

So during the month of May, lets see.. what interesting things happened.
Wished a friend happy birthday and he replied me "Thanks, and treasure my brother because the people who are like him are extinct already".

I was touched by what he said, what he thought of dom and just feels good for people to say nice things about your other half!! haha

I also went to IKEA and had my first meal there... as long as i can rmb that is. Saw so many people with a pile of chicken wings on their tables so i decided to be like one of them and ordered 6 for myself LOL. Anobolic diet failed after that. I could only last for a day and a half before all my cravings for carbs came crashing again.
Bought dom a fruit tart from his favourite store to sing a song for him w chris and jh but when we finally had the time, the tart was squashed and I had no lighter :((((

May 29 marks the 20th birthday of dom and on the 28th, his parents and us headed to Johor to have some fun!! Fun and excitement we had indeed. Took the wrong causeway link bus and we had no way out and we just had to follow the bus whereever it goes. Ended up in Bukit Indah and phew there was Jusco, a shopping mall. We had a good time eating the steamboat there and it was cheap!

And for the first time, i followed dom around while he shopped and i didn't buy anything from that whole trip, as promised :D Time to do the things he want and not what i want hehehe. And then we 4 got conned by taxi drivers there :(
Took the executive cab back to city square, which is actually equivalent to a black cab in Singapore and the cost ended up a flat 40RM... ridiculous for a price in Malaysia to pay.

Collected my first pairs of contact lens too!! :D:D But i haven wore them till now because i have yet to try them on.. sickening feeling leh!! I need to learn how to put contacts so i can put on make-up at least to look more mature for work!!!

I'm gonna be helping a friend out at her store selling ATAS jewellery. It freaked me out that there was sooooo many kinds of precious gems and stones name which i never knew about and I am to help sell them.... to Chinese speaking Tai Tais!!!!! I will try to concentrate on writing a business proposal for my friend and aid in her grand opening instead hah can't imagine me selling jewellery in Chinese when i don't even know what Jewellery is in Chinese. Pathetic Chinese :(

Anyway sent in my resume and cover letter to lots of companies and finally had some positive replies.. hope for the best and be prepared for interviews!!

2011-05-08T10:00:00.001-07:00

Happy Mother's Day!! :D

bought my mom a long long tube of dark chocolates. haha she's always been crazy over chocolates so probably its the best thing to get for her..

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I'm coping with school. I wish it didn't have to be the word "coping" but rather "enjoying".
New class, new classmates, new project team mates, new people, different personalities to deal with and to get used to.

4th week of school tmr, almost a month. Pls.. let me feel at ease from now on.
I'm out of my comfort zone every single day, looking forward to the times where i can see my old friends.

2011-04-19T02:40:00.000-07:00

I would say that my first 2 days of school was compensated for the other.

1st day wasn't that good.. i need to get used to different people with different attitudes. I have a primary school classmate who is now in my class, and my secondary school mate also in my class. Went home pretty upset about the day's turnout.

Today was way better though. Met up forl unch with mayni, dawn, yanting and zhanxian before school started at 2pm. We had 50 mins to kill so we ended up playing The Game of Life.. which is what zhan xian and I have been playing for the past 2 weeks and so far taught 4 people how to play haha. Went lecture after that.. and i think my lecturer rocks. An inspiring, motivational speaker i must say. I think he must have success in life already because i sense he is different from other lecturers.

Some quotes from his lecture:

We entreprenuers, our objective is to employ all your classmates and friends from the other majos (accountancy, service, human resource) to work for us.

Impossible: I am possible.

Caryn's house

2011-04-11T09:20:00.000-07:00

Met Mayni today at Clementi and ate KFC at the new Clementi Mall before heading over to Kovan to go to Caryn's house.

It was a long journey but a good talk with mayni.. we haven talked this long for soooooooo damn long since we got into different classes how many sems ago???

kept looking out for a mansion when we were searching for caryn's house and somehow we just couldn't find it! then we saw a house with its gate wide open and we thought of just going in and ding-dong first.. but decided not to in case it was the wrong house lol.. but aiya correct la, we amazing ppl.

when we entered, we found caryn and yanting dancing to some hip-hop song on the xbox thing. kinect was it? damn cool censon which detects all the dance movements. lol and we danced for a good 2 hours before switching to some athelete game.. need to run and the censor don't like me and mayni.. every time we jog damn fast, the person in the xbox move so slow -.- but it was like exercising man!!

and so funny and entertaining watching all of us dance to those hip-hip moves hahaha.. poker face still rocks cos its the easiest wahahaha. played the piano awhile after i heard caryn played the Final Fantasy song, To Zanarkand. Super nice la the song... been wanting to play that a long time already but the score of mine seems damn hard to play.

then we moved on to Bridge.. won the first few times before losing the next few times haha. and then Poker again ^^ Super happy, i got a full house kings haha! again addicted and was hard to leave ryn's house... so we ended up all being late to go off somewhere so we took a cab to VIVO City!

Went off to withdraw money before meeting up with yanting and zhanxian again for dinner at Pasta Mania. The salad was $2.90 only cos closing time.. we thought have chicken.. but end up only green lettuce and half egg la -.- get cheated lol!

All in all, i had a great time today ^^ So funnnnnnnn... i can't wait for more outings. hahaa

2011-04-11T09:09:00.000-07:00

Did i mention that i ate frog porridge for the 1st time in my life? ;o

tasted yummy hehe.

Went to Kent Ridge's symphonic band SYF on 7 April. Amazed with their music and i can really feel all the hard work placed in it..

New conductors, new teachers, many new and young students in the band whom i don't recognise.. but at least there's still 2 batches who rmb me haha. And the band girl got wild in me once again, as dom would call it. lol! Medal was a bronze.. disheartening. some of them broke down and i could see their bond, some guys comforting the girls etc.

it reminded me of 4 years back when my SYF results came and i was just jumping around in anger/sadness that what we got was a bronze as well. they will get over it soon.. cos naturally, thats what all humans do.

Dinner was at the Ashtons. 1st time there, food and ambience was great.

Price is really reasonable as well. Time out with chris, jh, clara and zn was hilarious... probably with all the comments made my zhennan lol. couldn't stop laughing that night.. it really reminded me of the joy i had laughing everyday in secondary school.

how i miss those times! the times where you have more time with your friends everyday as somehow you'll find time to talk during lessons and all, unlike poly where the class is always so quiet during lessons as there won't be remedials to make up for it.

Nostalgic.

2011-04-06T04:34:00.000-07:00

This random RICE stall @ Jurong Point selling different kinds of healthy rice had a queue like this on the 1st day and second week is even longer!! wonder how they do that.

MarbleSlab when i was bored!!!!

And my most updated selection @ my store :D

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This week is finally my rest week and to focus on all the left-to-dos.

Met yt and zx in school after i settle the stuffs in school and then left for hazel's house..

played poker, bridge and dai di the whole time and got suan like hell haha shit.

but yay !! not so scared of next term already :D

Met gina and yann lup at NUS, had lunch and ended up at the School of Computing. Each student had their own table to do their work.. amazing, but the school fees comfirm nice also. So we 3 shared the whole table and did our online stuffs and discussed some things.

Went for my doctor appointment today and the bill $90 T.T

hope the medicine will solve everything :)

i'm so boreddddddddd~~

managed to take pictures of my rings and gonna update in my blog soon. nice? :D

2011-03-28T09:21:00.000-07:00

A week has gone by since my last update and it has been an interesting week of bazaar-ing and a great weekend!

Met awesome people who became quick friends at the bazaar.

How awesome was that what started from doing a survey for them became a 4 hour long chat with 3 of them and then friend's friend and friend's friend's friend arrived and they ended up partying together.

Not me though.. i ain't those sort and i have never party-ed hehe. They are all westernized people so they are really open.. some attitudes i like and some, would be a matter of time getting used to.

the awesome people. my table and clothes rack for 28th march!

On another day of the bazaar, shared the booth with Dom's aunty and her helper was really nice! gave her a gift cos i felt like it hehe.

then peak hour charge and a looooong U-turn fare killed me.

I think bazaar is another good way of making friends. Some whom will help you along and some whom are out to get your money. I have experienced both sides and sometimes i feel that i'm just too nice to them.

but then i have my fair share of good bazaar friends and i really appreciate them.. 1 who already helped me along for the coming 3rd year. Also returned the favour by helping them sell their products haha!

Saturday was day out at Johor again ^^

With dom's friend and gf. I have a shopping partner while the guys can have their guys talk haha! Becoming my favourite hangout place now. Did i mention its the 3rd time i went already in a month or two? :O think i'm going again this weekend haha.

ToriQ meal there :D

And this 16RM ice cream. damn expensive for normal ice cream but i guess you're paying for the self customizable service. And a free polaroid shot of me and dom ! ^^

We had choco mixed vanilla and green tea mixed strawberry with some milo cereals, honey stars and some choco rice added on top!

Its time to get my contact lens and then i can finally put on make-up and not feel weird because of my specs. wooohooo.. still scared of taking out the lens though. looks so scary and dangerous. like one wrong move and i will scratch my eye ouch!!!!

Sunday was dom's daddy birthday!

Ate at Kuishin-Bo, the japanese buffet i was talking about in my previous post again. The food is getting boring and oops i binged again :(

Swenson's Mango ice cream cake with Dom's adorable parents! hahaha

and their neighbour playing with the dry ice lol!

my self created fondue which i managed to finish this time round ^^

On a side note, i'm really finally happy with my results :) Think i really worked hard this semester and the shagging out for the projects was worth it. I rmb nearing the exams that i was having thoughts of giving up working so hard.. that i won't be able to enter a local university as well.. but oh well since i shagged out 3 semesters already, might as well continue shagging for the rest right?

1 last semester of studying!!!!

Actually i am depressed about something and i really hope that i will be fine soon. 9 more days to wait. i hope i don't have to get an injection at all. painless pls :( damn worried and stressed and feel emo when i talk about it. but the more stressed i get, the more it will get worse soooooo enough talk!

Okay time to go sleep, told Gina i would be early tmr to set up the booth.

Good night people ^^

Hope you guys are coping better with your internships, enjoying your beijing holidays, and hanging out!!!!

2011-03-21T01:01:00.000-07:00

Cannot be disheartened so quickly!
Today's sales isn't good and i'm currently super bored with nothing much to do here.
i don't get it... my rings were the most popular usually and suddenly all my sales today were everything else but rings lol!

Really feel the need to travel overseas and restock my shop. I just want things which will sell by itself like my friend's store. No matter where she goes, people just love them!! hmmmm

Last friday i had a flea market at the Singapore Art Mueseum. The crowd was really different there and ffrom what my friend told me, this was one of the few times that the event failed ;o lucky me when its my first time there.

salessss come come come quick! i dont wanna be earning $1 an hour -.-

2011-03-15T00:10:00.000-07:00

14 March 2011

Happy birthday Sherlyn!!! ^^

Hope you enjoyed our dinner plus all your birthday celebrations :D

Had bazaar today also.. sales was not bad but it can definitely do better.

Did the bazaar with my long long bazaar friend's son. Gained some insight into how more of the business world works.

It was fortunate that he is super gentlemanly too and very accomodating.. if not i would have wasted 3 hours of my time unpacking my stuffs and setting up today again!

Squeezed all my bulky stuffs into his van and then he did all the wrapping up of the things while his friend and i chatted lol!

Come to think of it, since its my own stuffs too that he is wrapping together i should be helping. but he told us to sit down and talk while waiting for him to finish up haha!

and lucky for me it was otw that he's driving to the dance studio so i got a free ride back home at the back of the van ^^

After resting awhile, i went to meet a customer and my darling ^^

His first day at work and he was tired as hell.. so was i. Had a quick dinner and talk before going home.

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15 March 2011

Munching on some potato wedges right now...
This morning, i came to the NUS bazaar with sore throat and fever and it was hard for me to talk then my bazaar friend was so good as to give me a papaya immediately and now he gave me the just fried potato wedges! don't really care about fried stuff bad for my throat and i really want to drink the KOI bubble tea which the store nearby is selling!! T.T

I wish there was Each-A-Cup here though..

Its very boring now.. lesser people walking pass so i have lesser people to talk to but yay someone just bought 2 rings :D

I'm amazed how a shopping trip can expand my stuffs from just one ring rack to whole table filled to the brim now! haha happy that many people told me my stuffs are pretty ^^

But too bad i don't sell any of them online! Just too lazy to take good pictures of them haha. Will upload pictures of my bazaar soon :D

MORE SALES PLEASE!!!! Today so bad sia

10 March = Good day ^^

2011-03-10T06:30:00.000-08:00

SLURPPP^^ My own creation... made use of the choco fondue choco to make these :D

Today was yet another fun day!
Watched Boys Over Flowers the movie (i know super slow).. and soooo nice!!! Wonder how all the Japanese girls can really express themselves with those kind of high high pitch sound always hahaha.

The reason why i can watch so many movies.. (it has become a hobby and a stress-reliever for me) is because dom's house is like a DVD shop for those who still don't know lol! It has been my favourite hangout place because it is just so cozy, a nice family environment and lots of movies to watch!

And after such a long time of procrastinating... dom and I FINALLY... i repeat FINALLY went for a run.
And like it wasn't meant to be in the first place, the stadium was used by some secondary school's sports day. fail.com but nth shall deter our determination to exercise today!!! so we ran round the big round of the stadium and back to his house. Hope we made at least 2km today ^^

So today Christina and jh came over for the 1st time and we took a long while choosing an appropriate movie.. ended up NOT watching it because we just ate and Monopoly dealed! Such a pity we had to leave after 1 hour +++ only.. but yay got a ride home again! haha if not i'd be home even later..

Though it was just a short while, once again it was really fun ^^ Funny seeing someone else screaming and running away from the dog when it used to be me.. and someone who has similar traits as me LOL.

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I'm looking at life positively now... went to the doctor recently and i'm not all perfect, but I know i'm already better off than many many other people.. I will appreciate life even more, and live my life to the fullest.

Times like this makes me think...what if i woke up one day and found myself coming face to face with cancer etc... it really scares me to think that i'd die young, early and suddenly. So i must really really treasure all the time i am having right now :)

And no, it wasn't cos of Church which i attended ytd with dom and his parents lol... its just my own thoughts scaring myself. but its good i have those thoughts because they simply reinforce my belief... i shouldn't be all worried, frustrated and flustered everyday.

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On a random note......
MY HAIR IS ONCE AGAIN SHORT!
well not really short short but.... still shorter than before and longer when i first entered poly hehe.

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Pictures from Japanese Buffet @ Jurong Point.
Very afforadable for good japanese food ($15.90 excluding gst)

They even offer those baked salmon!!! :O:O its super expensive

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and another time out with dom...if i;m not wrong, straight after my exams on 4 march :D
Just Acia again with my favourite set meal of Teriyaki Chicken & Soft shell crab + Side order of their superb chicken (Comparable with Pizaa hut's chicken wing)

Jeremy's farewell ~

2011-03-06T23:50:00.000-08:00

Great.. its only 4pm and i did many things already!

Met 3 customers, went to dom's house and helped with the set up of his e-portfolio.

Cabbed down to clementi mrt where i ran some errands and dom went to school for his internship briefing.

Managed to change my DBS ATM card ^^

It had some problems detecting, especially the SAM machine :O and the magnetic strip was peeling already... yay now i have a brand new shiny card.

While i was at DBS bank waiting in line (with poor service quality, no diversions or anything or some sort), i was so damn bored (that old empty feeling)... that i took the brochure to read.

The DBS Debit VISA card sounds good! Might consider to take it up soon.. but wondering if i need to surrender this new ATM card first to get that VISA card.. hmmmmm.

It has rebates that ATM card doesn't have!! And i can shop online (overseas) with that card!!!

*TINK TINK!!! ^^

Anyway Jeremy's farewell dinner was great!!! Came super late, at 9pm cos my stomach couldn't take the buffet i had in the afternoon with dom's family.. the sashimi was sooooooo delicious.. with my own creations of cake fondue ^^

Went to Iluma sky garden to chat and it was very nice ^^ Haven done that with mayni, caryn, dawn and jeremy for a very long time!! After the sky garden closed, we moved to starbucks and continued our chat there wher Jeremy left before that. haha took the last train home!!

gonna rush out now lol! will blog with pictures another day!~ :D

2011-02-28T08:03:00.001-08:00

Just realised my blog can't view more than 1 picture :O why ah

Pictures from 26 February 2011 - Gwen & Sebas ROM!

2011-02-28T07:25:00.000-08:00

Brotherly love with a touch of romance hahahaha

Always hyper dog!

@ Chalet!

Unfinished decorations and competiting birthday decorations right directly opposite us X 2 birthdays

I love this theme!

Uhhh which finger??

Its certified!!!! ^^

Principles of Marketing - ROM

2011-02-27T05:09:00.000-08:00

Paper to PMKT didn't start of well at all, in fact it may be give you a laugh instead. Went in almost late for the paper, took a random seat, found out my name wasn't under the register and realised i was in the wrong examination room so took my things and ran to the next door classroom forgetting that the answer booklet shouldn't be with me until the teacher next door had to find me specifically to get it back lol.

Lucky still managed to do the paper. then yanting accompanied me after the paper to my bus stop and i rushed off to meet a customer! Everything so heavy... 5 jeans with me, dress to change to for the ROM, heavy camera, even heavier lens, make-up pouch, large pencil case, full water bottle, lugged everything to pasir ris and couldn't sit down till it was somewhere around bedok :(

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Found my way to Coasta Sands Resort and slacked around, took the little Malty on a quick walk before he looked too thirsty and took him back. Then started taking pictures when the people came over to decorate the chalet with balloons, nice decorations to the table etc...

Never actually seen a how a ROM is like before.. but hardly seen anything since i only concentrated on snapping the pictures haha. So many ppl in a small chalet but the food was good. Went on a late walk before trying to rid of a little kid which includes running and hiding from him -.- and then got freaked out by ants bite so decided to go back to the chalet and slack around with monopoly deal :D

Malty was so poor thing.. lonely for so long in the room and then had to carry him inside a big bag after that... his head almost managed to pop out just before i managed to carry him into the taxi :3

Christina's Birthday celebration ^^

2011-02-22T01:01:00.000-08:00

Let the pictures do the talking ^^

Happy birthday christina!~
i know you're reading this haha!
Enjoyable enjoyable and enjoyable... no need to take mrt home :D wahaha

On Valentines day, same place, same day, different week :D

@Japanese Cafe Vico City
The tarts are sooooo gorgeous!

Dessert while monopoly-dealing hehe.

On another non-occassion, Japanese buffet @ Jurong Point with Dom's family <3>Yummmmy... i will want to come back again soon :D some more so near! Replacement to Suki Sushi hehe

thats's it people ^^

2011-02-19T07:35:00.000-08:00

I'm gonna do everything during my coming 6 weeks and 2 days break!

Everything that i cannot do due to school workload, schedule and etc...

movies i better reduce,

but i wanna go sentosa again,

do a few flea markets/bazaars,

expand my target reach whole year round plans,

outings with friends whom i haven met for long,

keep thinking of doing photoshoots like before and just get the feeling of selling clothes once more (so fun),

play mahjong,

play bridge and poker and monopoly deal,

get ready for my 3rd and last year in poly!

20 months arriving :) So blessed

2011-02-15T08:08:00.002-08:00

Happy Valentines Day ^^

I didn't expect to have any surprises, I don't expect to be treated better just for this day, I didn't expect to have any celebrations at all because I am just so stressed out thinking of examinations.

Ended up i got a surprise visit from jh and dom under my block where for the second time, we played monopoly deal haha! Surprisingly, was able to meet Christina as well and we went to Sumo House to eat!

We separated after that... to go home and study and possibly meet up again in the evening for a dinner but yep... all we did was finish our hilarious romance comedy and i fell asleep soon after haha! so much for studying...

and then had a scrumptious dinner cooked by dom's mommy before heading downstairs to meet the two :D So shiok having a car... but the directions to somewhere, looking out for other drivers, looking out for car lots is simply too overwhelming for me to take :S I rather drive a Go-Kart, maybe with air con installed hahaha!

Ended up in Bakerzin and supposedly the Japanese Cafe where they offer really nice looking fruit tarts but after our meal at Bakerzin, it was already closed. Then i used my Starbucks card for the first time heh heh and 2 more rounds of monopoly deal before heading home :D

had so much fun talking talking and talking... back to primary school connections:
dom and christina - both switched primary schools so they were once in the same sch
then christina and i - same primary schools after she switched
kent ridge - jh, christina and i
poly - dom and jh same class.

The connections are just superb haha ^^ I always happen to know amazing stories of how some of my friends always happen to link to others etc... coolios

2011-02-13T10:18:00.000-08:00

Pardon my total lack of updating ;p

My horror week has finally ended, with a record of 3 presentations, 1 report, 1 executive summary, 1 e-portfolio, and 1 Q&A session of a project. I think this is considered my busiest of the busiest weeks in poly which i ever had with so many submissions due in a span of 5 days.

Presenting is like a normal thing now... i still get the jitters though but at least i feel that i have improved since day 1.

I'm happy with most of my bcomm grades! Almost all As except my long report writing which i'm dismayed about. My first C grade in a long time - tutor's so strict with the marking :s Happy with my writing business messages though.. got the top of the class. Maybe because I've sort of been writing everyday to customers, settling lots of complaints, and recently got sweared to by a customer. Business Communications always teaches me something good every semester!

And then one project which i really spent a lot of time on paid off! Hopefully well enough to achieve an A or higher... tutor says she like the originality ^^ Realised my mom is dealing with lots of L/Cs everyday too haha!

Haven't been going out much, but recent places were Resorts World Sentosa, Farmart, Marche and a few crab experiences ^^I learnt to eat so many new things since my poly life. And i just baked Chocolate truffles today and my family seems to really like it haha.

Its 3.oo am right now.. my images aren't uploading quick enough! Gotta ciao soon.

A wondering thought: I think I am better off studying Japanese than Chinese. Chinese is never meant for me. hehehe

2011-01-25T06:37:00.000-08:00

Bad luck usually come in pairs... but it wasn't enough to satisfy Bad Luck so he gave me 2 pairs of Bad Luck.

am so upset with today's speech. picked the wrong number of topic and i got a topic which kept my mouth glued and my speech sucked so bad today that i didn't get the kind of "Phew! its over" kind of feeling. Felt that I can do it all over again to get my desired satisfaction. Why does things sometimes turn out bad when i aim for something high and something turns out good when i don't aim for it?

i probably won't be seeing much of my boyfriend for a year after this March.. so fucking sad. Since the start of this semester, it'd been already tougher to meet up than usual with my school starting only when his ends and his school starting only when mine ends.
Then internship had to be the opposite from each other that he won't be getting his coming March holidays while I do.. and by the time he is back from internship, i would have just started my damn internship.. why does things suck so bad?

thought i lost my handphone today and ran all the way to blk72 while it was drizzling only to find that it was with ryn. Then dom told me he'd lost his phone.. seriously hella bad days recently.

stop fucking with my mind!!

2010-12-04T23:12:00.000-08:00

Hohoho Christmas is coming and my genting trip is even nearer :D

My little poopy here has been half eaten already.. almost time to fill up with coins!!

2010-11-28T07:32:00.000-08:00

Salted egg crab, Butter cereal prawns, La-La, Kangkong @ FarMart today with two families ^^

It feels like i'm leading 2 separate lifes.

2010-11-23T08:24:00.000-08:00

17th months together :)))))

Haha i was treated like a royalty today ^^

2010-11-23T08:21:00.000-08:00

Family of gingerbread penguins :D

Heeeee my surprise prezzy from dom ^^ I think i'm gonna keep it for a year first before i open it up to eat heh heh. Looks so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

To think that i will be going to Genting this december holidays with dom and his family :D

FlashLightBatteries Flea and Chilling!!!

2010-11-13T09:32:00.000-08:00

I don't know how to start typing..... hmmm
my plans for today got delayed cos my flea in Ngee Ann just got confirmed in such a last minute date. By the time i reached FLB flea, yanting already left so there were just Dawn and Mayni waiting for me to come haha.

There was good stuff at the flea, cheap + branded + good + new! Squeezy and hot but it was worth it since i'm so elated with my purchases...

Got this brand new Miss Selfridge wallet at just a fraction of the price and it has soooo many compartments!! Hahaha its about 1.5 times bigger than the wallet i'm using now which Lyn gave me for my birthday.. Just keeping this new wallet for the time being till I need it.

Coincidentally, met sherlyn and her friend there as well as my bazaar friends. Its a wonder that i didn't meet more than 10 people there considering that FLB always does their advertising of fleas thoroughly.

Dinner was at POPEYES and Cheryl spotted us there! Dinner was filled with HTHT - Heart To Heart Talk (ni's and dawn's short form lol) and then we camwhored :D Its been such a long time since i had lots of girly time heh heh.

Next, our time to City hall mrt was hilarious.. Trying to walk (or march) under a mini umbrella without stepping on each other's feet! We still got slightly wet though LOL and then I decided to flag a cab. It was such a short distance but there was CBD charges T.T $6.80 in just a while!!!!

Bought some stuffs and then chill out time at Starbucks where we played monopoly deal hahahaha. 2:2:1 (dawn:lili:mayni) wahahaha there was another 2 guys playing them as well beside us LOL.

Cabbed home with mayni after that and reached home pretty late... It was a great day :)))

Next up will be............ time for boyfriend tmr ^^

I'm so hungry now!!! And tried on all the new clothes.. woah niceeeeeeee

Happy 16th months :D

2010-10-24T06:59:00.000-07:00

Teriyaki Chicken with Soft Shell crab

Salmon set

Yet another 24th gone through together and its our 16th ! ^^

We went to Just Acia and really didn't know why we have not eaten there before when the food was so appetizing, savory and a lot!!! There was even free flow of drinks and ice cream though we didn't really take much of that haha.

I ordered the teriyaki chicken with soft shell crab set and Dom ordered the salmon set. Both came with some kimchi and soup, along with free flow soft drinks and ice cream! I tried using the soft serve ice cream and mine turned out to really look like SAI hahaha some more chocolate brown. Ordered extra chicken wings as well and they are comparable to Pizza Hut's wings :D

Just so satisfied with our dinner and our great evening together. Kept laughing over nonsense hehehe.

This week was real draggy though i wish it not to end. Didn't meet dom for more than half the week this week and i had withdrawal symptoms :X It felt so relieving when we could meet again!!! though we didn't manage to cook the sacred spaghetti and spaghetti sauce this time round.. we will have many more days to do so..

Happy 16th darling ^^

P.S. My boyfriend seemed like he went on a diet when we didn't meet much this week :O He got so slim now!!!

2010-10-22T09:04:00.000-07:00

Was occupied with the Mind Cafe today with Yanting, Caryn, Doug and Keefe.

Quite fun but i realised that was the exact same game, "Monopoly Deal" that Christina brought the other day to play at Marina Barrage. Hahaha so much for paying $7 to play that card game... but at least i had 4 cups of peach tea LOL.

So i learnt how to play this game today, spent $15 at this cafe and another $12.50 on cab ride home today. The uncle was very nice... supposed to pay him $13 but i had only $12.50 cash haha and he decided to take that instead of me paying by NETs which has some extra charge!!

Sad to say.. I've been cabbing around too often and i think my transport fees comes up to $200 a month T.T Thats like having a car and paying for its petrol.

Finally gonna meet dom tmr... i can't wait! and i can't sleep!

2010-10-22T09:03:00.000-07:00

I'm having withdrawal symptoms :(

didn't meet dom for 4 days this week T.T

2010-10-17T07:52:00.000-07:00

This whole holiday was a very relaxing one :D Lotsa movies i enjoyed and a few which were really weird/boring ones. Lotsa good food especially! Lotsa bazaars. Lotsa stock time. Lotsa prezzies which were overdued from me and for me ^^ Got to spend way more time with dom and managed to meet sherlyn and christina too :D

The new king's ice cream mini sundae :D

The steak is not bad :) there's also 25% off the total bill for students i think!

It tastes okay... but cream still makes me sick of it after eating too much of it.

This is heavenly! Its like strawberry tart? Oopsy about the choco smear heh heh couldn't resist it!

Lunch at Waraku @ The Heeren on the 24th :D

Then a snack at this interesting store over at 313 somerset! $3 for a half waffle hohoho. The chocolate cream is nice though.

On another occasion, we went to Shokudo @ Cineleisure.

Dom had Caramel banana waffle w free ice cream :D

The ice cream is great man! The chocolate taste is as good as Swenson's Sticky chewy chocolate.

As usual, i hate the banana but the waffle tastes like the one in Waffle Town (Makan place)

I had this :) Looks appetising.. but the hamburg tastes exactly like Canteen 2 japanese stall hamburg teriyaki LOL. The rice given here is that proportion -.- Really tiny serving but it tasted weird anyway!

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Accompanied my brother to the 100 hours movie indulgence competition along with sherlyn just this week. Too bad he decided to drop out after 20 hours cos it seemed to him that it was impossible to reach 80 hours even. Guess indiana jones 1,2,3 and 4 killed him haha. We got free starbucks hehehehe!! Shopped around with lyn at plaza sing and bought a few pairs of footwear, some nail polishes, some eye masks and one blouse wooohoo!! Just getting ready for school :) Also managed to get some more blouses and a shorts when i was out shopping at another place. Ah, its so hard to find things i fancy now adays.

My new wedges :D

and a 30 mins decision here hahahaha

A day later, there was some last minute outing with christina, jh, dom and I. Glad we were able to make it as its already the end of the holidays! Jh drove us to Marina barrage and ah! feels so nice not needing to take the public transport to somewhere far and not hearing the taxi metre ticking hahaha. Along with a mat, some tidbits and mc chicken burger, we had wonderful conversations which didn't stop till we had to leave at 11pm. there were lotsa kites and some almost bumped onto us! (fail~)Hope to meet soon again :D

I'm not looking forward to school term once more. Same class with yanting (yay!) and i don't know who are the rest :( There's business communications module also which means solo presentations! argh.

Down to one last bazaar before the school term starts.. this time @ SIM. Close to my house ^^

Thats all for now! back to playing Granado Espada.. Thanks to my darling... sigh!!!

2010-10-09T09:28:00.001-07:00

I just noticed that all my links to all blogs are gone :(

2010-09-17T22:19:00.000-07:00

We finally went to exercise together!

After what seemed like 10 years, i managed to get myself to the stadium and ran 2.0km !!!! :D

Dear stitch caught up with me again. It always happens when i run, even from secondary school. Every single race i compete for, my dear stitch will come. I rmb one was so bad that i almost collapsed after the 1.5km run which i really beat myself to my own record.

Finished watching season 1 of GLEE! Didn't know it was so nice. I wish i could sing well, half of their standards and I would be happy enough! Why, because i love the feeling of being able to sing along to a song while i play it either on the keyboard or the organ. Where did all my abilities go... down the drain because of my laziness. sigh!!

Will be having 6 days of fleas coming up! NTU and NUS. Hope it'd be good sales and it will really save my holidays from doing nothing :D Btw i like doing the accessories which I'm selling now. :d

2010-09-16T10:49:00.000-07:00

My brother wanna help me sell off my old phone so i just spent an hour transferring my stuffs and some old contacts to my new phone! Read a lot of old messages - Even to the time before Dom and I were dating teeheee! I can see that there were quite a plenty of changes though not all are bad.

I remember the time on 23 june at the esplanade rooftop, two eagles swooning above our heads and then something happened and I just knew that this relationship can work out. I was so positive about us and still am :) This coming 15th month, we're gonna celebrate our 1 year anniversary ironically. Hopefully it'd turn out to be a great time like on my birthday!

Compared to a year ago, I have freedom almost two times more. It was only after a load of crap gone through that i managed to attain it. Though things at home aren't good, I think its the best that it remains this way. Less risky of badd-er things happening.

Its too bad i'm using another lappy now or I'd at least update my blog with new pictures from my birthday! :) I happen to have nicer eyes on that day heheheeeee and I think I've learnt how to use the settings on the camera. So happy about it cos I would be able to snap pictures pleasing to my cussys eyes yayyy!!! Oh and maybe back to camwhoring like I used to hehehe.

Birthday was spent at the zoo. I got a complimentary ticket, a free cup of ice cream (initially thought it was from B&J) and spent $$ more for a boat ride and the tram ride. Thought we could take the boat ride a couple of times though but we kept missing them haha!

The penguins were soo cute :) Like my jubis at home ^^ 3 little pengins flapped their way and peered inquisitively at my packet of CARAMEL CORN and i snapped lots of pictures of that XD I'll post up pictures soooon!!! It was pretty fun snapping pictures of the animals, camwhoring, noticing animals which i've long forgotten and the best of all is my darling with me :D:D:D

Anyway I'm so happy. Got like 200 facebook wishes though not as many smses which i'd appreciate more and blabla.. And the best of all: my BYEBYE!! (Peiwen) who msged me from melbourne and blogged a post dedicating to me xP Thank you!!! <333333333>

And damn it!! shihao can scold me for wishing him happy birthday on fb only and he can even forget to wish me on my day totally -.-

Now that school has ended, I presume I will see lesser friends :(

Caryn flew off already and probably having a great time at Alaska (maybe you can import me snow to SG) and mayni & dawn leaving for the school trip this sat.... so boreddd!!!!

Must meet tingting soon again if not she forget me already :X and dine, nick, keli and secondary school friends!!!!! Hmmmmmm hopefully after SP ends their exams can meet up.. heeee reading my blog???

LALALALALALA I LOVE WATCHING MOVIES :D FINISHED 1 SEASON OF "GLEE" IN JUST 4 DAYS! + KILLER TODAY. HEEEEHEEE GONNA CONTINUE MORE TMR AND START OUR EXERCISE REGIME!!!!!! OH MY I HOPE I HAVE THE DISCIPLINE!!!

2010-09-05T02:05:00.001-07:00

An empty Tom and toms cafe for us :D

2010-09-03T22:11:00.000-07:00

Tom & Toms cafe was where we camped thrice to mug for exams. and on the third day which was ytd, i found that they have gorgeous chocolate ice blended just like in Gloria's Jeans coffee!!!! yummmmy :D

Pictures will be up soon! weeeeee

HRM exam went okay - good. hopefully it will pull up 2 grades from my really bad common test results!

CMA exam went okay - good as well just that the last question sucks :(

BYEBYEE!!

Gonna go down and eat my favourite chicken rice now weeeee

2010-08-30T08:34:00.000-07:00

My new set of pearl bracelets which i adore very much, though im not the kind of accesory person.

and christina's gift from hongkong disneyland :D

At the background of the picture is my 2009 christmas tree with dominic and blue rose for some random reason ^^

I know its a very random photo. haha.

I shall get back to studying now! Switched on the laptop and there i go... neglecting my studying again :(

2010-08-17T09:34:00.000-07:00

An eventful week just flew by and its just 18 days away from exams arhhh!!

Friday the 13th was spent at sentosa with the usuals plus nick, xinlin and keli. Hadnt had the chance to play captain's ball to my heart's content for very long and it was so tiring till i couldn't take it anymore and plopped down to the sand. my stamina has really gotten weak compared to my active pri and sec sch days :(
Would love to go the skyride the next time !!

Saturday attended flea @ scape with dawn and caryn. Sold a number of very old items which i had with me for so long... so happy :D Didnt expect that we could cover the rent cos the whole flea seemed so disorganized plus there wasnt any crowd to begin with. It was scorching hot that i perspired the whole noon to evening to closing time. Didnt know scape was that under-ventilated as well. Met more than 10 ppl i recognised/know personally also!

Tues (today) watched liar game at vivo city :D Yayyyy had couple seats!! though they werent really comfortable too i find. the theatre was freaking small and is only showing in 3 cinemas. I wonder if the show's that unpopular? But it was frigging nice! I got tricked so many times too that i didnt want to think who was the liar anymore hahahaha~ I know dom and i took so long to find LJS and ended up in Kopitiam :O Couldnt find the thing i wanted at daiso but ended up buying 2 items. Argh i always buy things impulsively at Daiso!

I'm gonna have to sleep now to wake early then finish up HRM revision number 1 and go on with number 2 and have some play time :D Good night folks!

2010-08-13T09:46:00.001-07:00

Disappointed in myself and everyone.

2010-07-18T18:49:00.000-07:00

HELLO!

I'm bored. passed my lappy to dom since he has no lessons until 2pm cos of some cb teacher haha..
i ate my curry puff!! and the egg tart is kinda staring into my face. i dont understand much about databases and teacher is talking in some kinda language i dont recognise.

I'm worried about ECD of whether i can score well. I'm thinking up of a business plan right now to do in the upcoming holidays and i may need a partner in it.

the bazaar at downtown east last saturday was really exciting. I talked and persuaded from 10am-9pm which resulted in a close to sore throat night. yanting and caryn sat the whole day to draw and color and dawn packed the whole day. jeremy toasted our special product and i felt that my group had specialties just nice for our bazaar selling handmade and customized keychains,rings and necklaces.

We made a net profit but i dont know the exact figure due to some irrelevnt costs and that was when we people who had late dinner after the bazaar found that CMA will come in handy.

Business studies isnt as lousy as some people say. must manage costs you know!!!!

anyway i'm damn excited about the business plan but i haven shared with anyone yet. im still considering who can be a good candidate to work with.

2010-07-08T09:01:00.001-07:00

TODAY.... i stepped into Zone-X @ Jurong point as i was feeling like life was sucha bitch.
I saw this machine with BIG and CUTE soft toys and i decided to try it.

within the 5th try... the string SNAPPED! and down came my HUGEEEE stitch to me ^^
Its head was so big that it couldn't come out from the chute.. so dom and i got the lady in charge to take it out for us.

Stitch gave me temporary happiness and darkness disappeared ^---^

2010-06-30T07:29:00.000-07:00

The reason why i should always regain my composure quick is because i know that at the end of the ordeal, its definitely going to be fine again.

It wasnt nice quarreling twice since 24th june. I hope there is nth big coming up again.
I woke up real early today to surprise dom and it worked! :D I knew it is the one action which will solve a morning's mess!!! and i was forgivennnnnnnnnnn yayyyy!! ^^

Was held back by IS today.. supposed to end at 1pm but we only finished setting it up at 1pm and i left at 3pm instead -.- so hot some more.. lucky i completed my jounin exam (ninja saga) with the help of dom and another guy who was at the booth with us.

Another IS group was selling choco brownie (woooo^^), egg tart and choco tart (yummmmmmmm!) it was heavenly! chicken rice and watermelon to complete my breakfast, lunch and dinner haha!

Its a total random post. Oh no i dislike submissions. make me feel so messy :S

2010-06-25T08:57:00.000-07:00

I'm supposed to blog about our 1st year anniversary... smth happy, but today turned out to be sucky at the very end.

so fuck it. and fuck the two days and fuck everything

2010-06-23T09:51:00.000-07:00

IS project today! Colored the banner and that was all we did haha. the rest will be done at home.

Watched "Race to Witch mountain" today... not bad show esp. for a disney movie which i thought would be quite childish, but definitely not la. Its like so entertaining and nerve wrecking haha.

I ate lamb chop today!!! I haven eaten since goody long years ago cos i always dread these kinda "tough cuts" of meat. haha passed half of my vege to dom to eat. i hate brocolli !!!

Took a cab home today.. lucky it wasnt a black cab, but a silver cab. managed to get home real quick.

andddddddddddddddddddddd its midnight now. it means!!!!!!!! IT IS 24 JUNE =)))))))))))

Happy 1st year anniversaryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
heheheheheh ^^

My prezzie.... isnt even completed yet though :( maybe i'll delay by one month LOL.
though we're gonna celebrate our 1st year anniversary together tmr, we decided to meet chris and jh too since we didnt manage to meet for quite some time already. Gonna have Suki sushi buffet at Cineleisure :D

and night safari at nightttttttt!! weeee finally have chance to wear my new dress out hehe.

2010-06-20T08:27:00.000-07:00

SHOPPING DAY! ^^

I haven't shopped outside for the whole day since.....a quarter year or half year ago! hahaha and i think today was enough to last me for another few weeks/months. So tiring to walk around so much, we were so worn out at the end of the day. We saw many interesting things though :D

My boyfriend still being a baby, bought a toy hammer from TOYS R US which will be a "CHEE-KA-BIONG" sound when hammered. He kept hitting my head till i got a little dizzy LOL. I like the extendable robot hand found also in toys r us. Its quite sueful and strong actually, i can grap dom's shirt, my whole wrist, other toys hahahaha we spent basically an hour over there hehehehe. Thanks to him who said he will bring childhood back to me. almost wanted to scare a kid with a fake cockroach but aiya!!! their moms confirm always not far from them. hahaha saw a cute little boy of the day too, dresses in formal and small little adidas shoes. haha so cute face!!

Wanted to find daiso but couldnt in the end. Stopped halfway to see the military 6 man band marching throughout VIVO with their there drumming which caught a lot of attention. *miss my band days.

then then then... i had super cravings for chocolates and we bought 4 bars WOOHOO!!!! i just placed one bar beside my laptop's ventilation and it totally melted -.- acer's heating power is as high as being able to fry an egg hahaha

BOUGHT A SUPER DUPER VERSATILE, CAN BE WORN MORE THAN 100 ways magic scarf too ^^ ITS LIKE SUPER DUPER HOLY CRACK ASS NICE MAN!!!! ^^ I mean, the number of ways it can be switched from scarf, to a cardigan, to a jacket, to a blablabla :)

so niceeeeeeeeeeeee today <3

2010-06-19T09:51:00.000-07:00

Today passed by in a flash. I feel that the past few days had just gone by as though it was just a day or two. I just got to thinking about my projects that i better start doing them or else!, my desired gpa will be gone. Next week so stressful :( I have not a single day not planned out, or rather, two is planned to slack and regain energy for school.

Looking forward to tuesday hanging out with the girls and i dont know who else is coming to the cafe, thurs our 1st anniversary and sat johor trip with my family. I mean its so full of things coming that i feel so packed!!!

Okay i'm always complaining im so busy but i hate it when im too bored with nothing to do.

Just got in contact with a blog editor who agreed to help me with my blog layout ^^ So thankful and greatful for that. Have been thinking alot how to expand my business, and roughly came up with some ideas :))

I probably have to make an overseas trip to prepare for an event, hopefully it will turn out good :)

2010-06-18T09:15:00.000-07:00

Accompanied my brother to Lasalle today. It isnt a good reason to go there cos it really is..... shit.
I hope there's a good photopgrahy school overseas that really suits him so he can finally study something he excels in.

Walked 8 hours today with him today! Lots of wondering around some more even with ken's leg limping lol. Played iluma arcade today too ^^ and lost of course :X Wanted to watch movie but there wasnt anything else left nice to watch.

Went through some camera shops and stuff, quite a good day actually.

BUT!!!....

I didnt meet dommy today :(

2010-06-14T21:34:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was so disturbing :(
Feel so guilty for so many things, so many bad tihngs happened to me ytd =((((

Couldnt wake up at 745am today to meet my customer... woke up at 10 instead.. im gonna be a goood person and come home early today plus do my favourite; cooking ^^
probably do up EBA database as well

2010-06-12T09:10:00.000-07:00

CRAB WAS UBER DELICIOUS ^^
My first time using a nut cracker to crack the crab's shell cos i darent eat crab before, but its my 4th time eating with dom :D

Overslept today and thus all our plans were pushed back! Ate japanese food at raffles shopping centre and walked pass a jewelry shop!

Dom spotted a pair of gold and silver two layer heart earrings and we ended up choosing it as a birthday present for dom's mommy haha and then goodness golly, the cashier introduced a matching set of necklace and we ended up buying both! I changed the necklace chain though, (its nicer hehehehehe)

Went swimming today as well and shopping for some things and i bought a cute frog-shaped egg frying pan ^^ So cute man! time for more cooking for me :D:D:D:D:D

So many things done today woohooo!!

2010-06-11T08:08:00.001-07:00

Finally the end of exams :)
EBA turned out pretty good ! While HRM really sucked for me. CMA and FMGT were fine too =)) Just hope i can still clinche a GPA of 3.6 and above for this sem....

Specialism wise; my decision was an abrupt one. I picked entreprenuership initially due to what i portray "a more slack course" but towards the closing day, i went "screw it!". My life as a student should be used to be really shagged anyway and not like its some kinda kindergarden. I thought that i should major in something which will be more practical in business and something which will be able to help me.

Studying for exams was so demanding this whole week, but i was still thinking of what ways to improve my blog haha. managed to squeeze in some time to take pictures of some of my updates and thus once again, my holidays is pretty much planned out even before it started.

Is it me or am i really that busy, or i just like to make myself busy so that i wouldnt waste my life over doing nth.
12 june - Dom's mommy bday celeb
13 june - Buffet/dinner with family
14 june - Project work and sign new contract of my phone plan (and phew, say bye to my current super old phone)
15 june - High ropes element (can get CCA point ^^) and dine says she wanna go out after that!
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24 june - 1st year anniversary celeb ^^
26 june - Family trip to Desaru, Johor. (hope my brother recovers on time if not so boring!!!!)
26 june - Laser quest (:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( i really wanna goooo!!!!)

and so many moreeeee - i wanna go to johor, and needa get some stuffs there as well, i wanna go to my iluma arcade after so long, i wanna do so many things!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 weeks of holidays only!!! =((((((((((

& its time to bath now haha~ random

2010-06-10T10:44:00.000-07:00

LAST PAPER TMR, and HOLIDAYS =))))))))))))))))))))
Have i looked forward to holidays this much in so long?!?!

It may be due to having 4 common tests instead of 3 which really is, drying me. you know, my day today was spent studying from 130pm till 145am. With lunch break, dinner break (with studying), and 45 mins movie timing where i couldnt take it anymore :S

Gosh, as much as EBA seems more interesting to me now, it really is so hard to study so many days!!!!

This month wasnt a really good month either. So many upsetting things, quarrels but a highlight to this month is the HIGH-5 dash a few of us did together! Here's the video :))

We're reaching our 1st year anniversary :) a 69th storey view?

2010-06-02T08:24:00.000-07:00

I placed the photographs in sequence, so it should tell you the story on what happened on dom's birthday celebration :)

It went great thanks to this bunch of people around which i've to thank for. Mainly for making that day a success and a high morale for me ^^ And also a very good day for dom in case you guys wanna know :P

What the pics are missing is the dinner session. At japanese food street (POMO) and Tau huey session haha!

Happy birthday dommy ^^

super late post i know. heh

2010-05-25T04:37:00.001-07:00

Alrightz, back to my blog.
A big event held last sat morning was the Biodiveristy in Singapore. Hurried over to Mandarin Gallery with Sherlyn (and we had a very long and nice chat otw there) as we were gonna be late.
Found the place in a nick of time where we prepared to take pictures of the opening ceremony and prize giving ceremony.
A few of brother's friends went to help take photos. GOH was Mr Mah Bow Tan.

Student Category - Merit prizes were rewarded, then came the Grand Prize winner. Pan Ken Nie. haha GOH talked to him for quite longo on the stage where his picture was showing, and he received a certificate placed inside some kinda photo frame. So when the whole crowd was applauding for my brother, all the people who came down to support my brother were busy doing one thing - shooting. hahaha. and yet he found very few usable shots that can be posted up in the net or his soon to come website.

He chatted with the GOH when the GOH reached his photo which is currently being displayed along Takashimaya to Mandarin Gallery. There were several reporters interviewing him and others asking him about his pictures. So it was like a whole new experience , finally after his hard work paid off and his work was finally shown to the mass public :D

I guess between the 2 hour period when we were there, there were already more than 20 people examining his pictures and reading the captions with it. One even did a reverse and went... "OMG!!!!~~~~~~" hahahaha their expressions and genuine actions were quite interesting to watch. What made it way better was that even the head of Lasalle came down :)

After the whole thing, my parents left. Weichuan, Horace, Broderick, Sherlyn, Ken and me went to Cineleisure where Ken treated us all to Suki Sushi!!! It was a buffet and we really ate a lot. haha i managed to down 4 or 5 cups of ice cream!!! :D and had scallops, salmon and chawanmushi. We ordered so much salmon that it came in one whole big boat of a plate LOL. X 2 boats.

It was a rather great day out and a perfect ending to a day where i went to meet Dom and had a "catch-up" session ^^

2010-05-18T07:38:00.000-07:00

I felt touched... (okay its actually yesterday)
thanks mayni and caryn :))

too private to be said here.. or at least i feel it should be private.

ECD presentation today... would be a little unhappy if that was really our marks.
Oh i love my new wedges ^^ finally got a chance to wear it hehe..
and naughty me.. i've been skipping floorball sigh!

2010-05-14T08:00:00.000-07:00

Its stressful to come home to hear all the problems that i am already aware of over and over again with exaggerations and words filled with emotions.

Filled with emotions is the key to all these stress. talked to mom just now and i feel like a wise woman now. haaaa

2010-05-13T08:29:00.000-07:00

Today was a very good day :)
*smiles

2010-05-09T07:29:00.000-07:00

HOOKED ON FLEA! turned out notttt bad :) no regrets joining it.
Though the crowd wasnt what i expected it to be, there were still a continuous flow of traffic the whole day round! Managed to clear a number of items heeeeeee =)

Hmmmm dom's birthday is around the corner... thinking alot on the details for that day (29th May) Anyone wanna help me with it? :D

Weekend is gone again :(( was looking forward to fridays - sundays all alonggg and rahhh!!! this week gonna be filled with projects already.. none done so i think we really have lots to do!
I have to sleep soon..

Yesterday's sleep was the worse ever. 4 hours not being able to sleep properly :S

2010-04-30T22:49:00.000-07:00

Movied with Ryn Ni and Dawn yesterday :D
Failed plans to watch monga and we ended up watching "the bounty hunter!" lucky not that cold inside the cinema..

hmm im gonna study fmgt now!! or rather do tutorial hahaha

2010-04-25T08:00:00.000-07:00

Come come visit me :D
TORNADO is so freaking tempting... just within my reach during that day... ohno!

2010-04-24T06:05:00.000-07:00

first week of school is good :)
Caught up with the girls finally!
Mainly, my time was spent with ni, yt, ryn, dine, dawn and we met up with Cheryl for lunch on friday before my camp :D

That lunch was kinda special cos i've never eaten out with Cheryl and Dawn other than school! somehow, the topic always funny to talk or speak about is always that --- *previous sem

LEO CLUB camp turned out amazingly well. It sucked at the beginning cos nobody was allowed to change groups. i know camps you're bound to play some disgusting games like passing some crap mouth to mouth and the idea of it is sickening ... and we really had to play that game..

damn relieved he didnt kiss the girl accidentally or some guy kiss me accidentally in the game. the thing we were supposed to pass was some COCO CRUNCH CEREAL LIKE OMGZZ..

Finally went to the loft! My group mates were fun people actually and i met a girl who is actually Cheryl Choy's current classmates haha.. ended up sharing room with few of her classmates! but after al lthe activites ended at about 430am, dom and i took a cab home and managed to sleep at 530am :D

2010-04-17T07:21:00.001-07:00

Oh gosh finally i went swimmingggg :D:D:D:D

This holidays rocked my ass ^^ did so many new things and experienced all sorts of situations!

The most recent one?
Selling off my "new" laptop to a china lady.. .and ordering another one for myself hahahaha it was lika boommz!

2010-04-13T20:27:00.000-07:00

Johor trip!

Kranji mrt - 10am
Was getting ready not to go johor already cos we thought dom's passport expired? :O Lucky zh saw the extended date or smth looool.

took causeway link bus and passed through SG checkpoint, then Msia checkpoint. Reached City square and aimed for Mac's breakfast! so cheap!!! 4.50 RM meals hahaha so i had my egg mcmuffin and non diluted milo.. Even the hot cakes were selling at 4.50RM lol.. dom had the big breakfast and i think only 10RM or smth hehe..

Shopped around city square and found one of May's list of item to buy. Totally-fully-ultrally studded clutch/wallet. Its damn nice actually, but totally too punk for me anyway haha. Actually there's alot of studded things around msia!

I just rmbed we left our drinks at action city LOL... poor salesman have to throw for us..
so so we shopped around, nth else nice to buy already and we headed too Holiday plaza! Hired a cab ! and we kinda got ripped off but lucky its just a few bucks extra!

soooo zh and gf, dom and i walked non stop for 3 hours around the whole plaza and wowww there are simply sooooooo many shops to go to!!! and surprisingly, there's about an equal number of men's clothings compared to women's clothings!

I went into one and bought some studded shorts! not that cheap but still it looks nice! and dom got a polo shirt from the store :D soo many things to look at!!! but really all clothes la... i dont fancy all the women's clothing there thus i din even get a top or dress at all :O

Went to a japanese shop and got a cleanser thing hehe and bought a dark eye circle lightener/remover from guardian! finally i see some hope for my very very dark eye circle :))))
So dom bought some chewing gums, had aching feet, hungry ~~ and tralalalal blisters!

soooo caught another cab back to city square, but halfway, we saw Pelangi mall! we decided to drop by and there was almost nth there though... ate at this Uncle Jo's kopitiam which seriously isnt kopitiam's price hahahah.... the spaghetti tasted so bland and since dom is sucha eater, i gave him one piece of my fish and chips!!! mine tasted not bad though but expensive!!! 12 RM for normal food... should have eaten secret recipe which only cost like 14 rm or so for restaurant fooood?!?!?

We found MASSAGE CHAIRS LATER ON!!!!! :)))) and due to our feet overwhelming us, we stayed for 3 rides to have a massage and resting time hahaha so niceee. and bought a couple of hand phone straps for ourselves haha.

anddddd back to city square mall, walk around some more and home!!!! sucha tiring day but a superb one ^^

First time i can go over the border without my parents!!!! :D

2010-04-08T07:53:00.001-07:00

Its weird. Its definitely weird. I remember the times when i was in my secondary school days.. one thing i will always look out for in friendships; being able to share your heart out. Its the key to friendship in my perspective.
Somehow, i always had it. I always had a friend somewhere out where who will be willing to hear me out.. and share with me the feelings they have deep down.

Now? The ability to make friends is a tough one for me, yet some would say i'm the sociable type. It is even harder to talk about myself, i find. Unless a question is asked, i speak, otherwise it'd be just like that. Why is this a problem to me now when it had never been like this before? :O

2010-04-08T06:01:00.001-07:00

I'm just so lazy to blog! but... today, since i have so muchh time to spare.... i shall just do it :D

this week started out good!
SENTOSA!!!
Its like my first trip EVER! to the beach with just my boyfriend and me, me and my boyfriend. :))
After that day, i found out that my boyfriend can only wake up early for sentosa and not for me... sighhhh ! but i know he is getting better :P
somehow, the cravings for mac's breakfast kicked in! and we went to tiong bahru mac and reached just in time ^^ 1050am! So after our wonderful breakfast... our initial plans of reaching sentosa at 10am was of course screwed... suntan in the afternoon sun?!?!?!

And so we placed the mat on the beach.. at first under the cozy shade from the trees, and being there for the purpose of suntanning, dom made us go under the scorching sun :(((((( somemore the tanning oil was freaking oily and i hated all the conditions around me!!!! but i survived yippy!!! cos he ended up suntanning less than 30 mins cos of me :D oh gosh how i hate the weather!

Went to the waters... and din even get wet when i was intending to... and i ended up sleeping under the sun for 1 hour plus... fell asleep while waiting for dom to bath and stuff.. haah and im a little more chaoda than usual now! the sun subsided anyway :D so i had a great sleep and got two tones!

So after much staying away from TORNADO (iluma's arcade)... we decided to go there again.. oh no!
BUT BUT BUTT!!! we spent $8 and won like more than 4 times back la!! the won was so freaking heavy with the tokens and weee~~~ almost hit the JACKPOT of 2000 tokens!!! but we got 300 tokens instead hahahah...

oh oh im so excited! dom's friend was asking of places to go in SG.... and i suddenly thought of city square farrer park and then city square at JOHOR BAHRU!!! sooooooo YAYYEE!!! hopefully all of us can make it and go for a day trip before school opens!! omgggg so looking forward to it!!

i hope it will really work out!

johor trip!

2010-04-04T06:17:00.001-07:00

So sad :((((

IS module i will be alone in the class..
does anyone have any idea who joined HEALTH/LIFESTYLE under the instructor Leong Kan Beng or smth like that??????

2010-04-02T09:28:00.000-07:00

Good Friday!

Never thought i will go to church on a good friday. well.. its my first.
And a Catholic church somehow is nowhere near from the Christian churches i've been to.

Had to stand for 1 1/2 hours cos it was full house :( I saw quite a couple of cool things but some i cant help laughing inside :X

So our plans of running at the stadium was once again foiled. Its a season where weight is gained...and after church, i went with dom's family to Sakae Sushi and ate like a glutton there :(((
Before i even reached there... my stomach felt full and baby bought me tea, so i tried my best to finish it (not forgetting pouring half into his cup).

I had 2 pieces of sushi before we ordered from the menu where i decided on the big bento set. i was freaking full by the time my bento came and i had such a time trying to finish it!!!
My salmon piece was stolen by a pig... tuna piece given to dom's mommy, scallop left unfinished, chawanmushi all inside my stomach ^^, unagi 2 by me, 1 given to dommy, ebi thingy one by me, one by Jenn, tofu one by me one by dom's daddy and rice all by me...

you seeeeeeeee its been a really big meal which costed close to $20 and so terrible trying to finish it :(((( full till i can hardly walk!

somehow we ended up in jurong point arcade again.. playing with guns. hehehe wearing a dress and carrying a shoebag this morning.. and then wearing a dress and carrying a gun at night.

Oh .... the customized cake design.. really nice eh!!! good for birthdays :D:D:D

2010-03-29T08:11:00.000-07:00

why cant i find a swimsuit that suits what i want!!!!!

its been a month of searching and more :((((

2 days ago, i cancelled my booking at the flea market by assigning it to another girl who fortunately, contacted me in time. The reason was just so that i could attend dom's dad birth-day!

Farmart is a nice place. Gives me the vibes of the Malaysia-ly feeling in me haha.. i couldnt eat much though but i still managed to down the cake slice and steal some pieces of crab from dom (which i dont really really like) :D

I really like the customized birthday cake we did together.. i aint any good in creativity or art.. but it certainly turned out quite well ^^ Not bad for first try with the icings and all..

ah! time to sleep :)))

I'm getting excited! My laptop should be arriving soon :)))

2010-03-24T10:30:00.000-07:00

After pretty much chaos over trying to get into the same class as yt, caryn and dawn, we managed!!!!!

So sad, mayni's not gonna be with us anymore :(( one year liao !

Met them at Clarke quay after that and settled down at some Ramen shop.. ended up eating charsiew rice there lol. its average i think?

Talked, walked around, pictures... and home! Haven done that with them for long!!! <3

Happy birthday yanting :D:D
Hope you like our prezzie haha:))

2010-03-20T07:16:00.000-07:00

Last tuesday,
Dom and I met up with Chris and JH.... funny how long we took to decide on a lunch place which ranged from expensive to not so expensive. Ended up in Pizza hut andd yay nice lunch :))
Couldnt decide what to do next, so we went to ILUMA!!! And off to the arcade again :D:D:D:D spent like another $25 there and this time at least 4 of us play la!!

Looking at this picture makes me wanna fly there again T.T

& i was testing out my dad's new fuji camera... and i din like it sigh~~

This tuesday, i spent my day at home. Made the prata cheese sausage with eggs and chilli again for dom before heading to school to meet him. and yay!!! purchased my new laptop :D 1.8kg!!! i hope its gonna be really good man although its light..=))))) the specs are like gorgeous ^^
headed home after that.... and dom went back to his muay thai camp.

Wednesday.... was an impromptu decision to go out shopping with chris :))) Met close to 3pm and supposedly, we have to be back at clementi at 6pm! Ended up reaching home at 10pm hahaha... guess what?
ILUMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but you know what?!?!!? we spent only $5 there total!! and we utilised 2 hours there LOL.

the machine kinda funny. We lost everything already... and suddenly we kept winning and didnt need to go home anymore LOL. i really do understand why some people become addicted to gambling already. hahhhhh so im not gonna start it... or do it alot. haha

THURSDAY- finally able to meet dom after he booked out of camp :)))

Friday - slack day ^^
plus tried to shoot for my new collection.... but turns out im sucha bad photographer with a professional camera -.- soooo i gave up. sighhh

When i was playing around with the settings, i snapped this. so cute right? ^^ I know the White Balance is off but i dont have my photoshop serial number!

Today - SWENSONS!!!!!! happy happy
but i got sick. haha

and FINALLY! gg out with yanting, mayni and caryn next tues ^^

2010-03-13T04:36:00.000-08:00

Disappeared for quite awhile.
Lazy... then came busy days (bazaar).
Lets just say, the crowd aint good thus my sales is at rock bottom!
Some girls went squealing over a rather cute packaging of a jelly and loli stick haha!

one of the worse things of doing businesses the whole year round? Definitely carrying a number of things along with you all day long. And the best things is of course being able earn!

I realised, ever since my business picked up... there was hardly times where i can leave the house empty handed. Well, i never leave my house empty handed anyway... i will bring my phone, wallet and comb :D okay

i'm just tired :)))) Join me on NINJA SAGA on facebook!!!! hahaha

2010-03-05T06:35:00.000-08:00

TODAY!
is one of the best days in the past two weeks of holidays :D

ICE SKATING~!!!! WOOOOOOOO ^^ after like 2 or 3 years away from it, it is now my first time skating at Kallang ice skating ring!

Met up with bi today at JP and dressed him up ^^ He looked so gorgeous hehehe... i know its the wrong way to say it, but oh well :P Reached Kallang and met 3 of dom's friends and took a bus ride down to Kallang Leisure park. Went to find nick and xinlin at Koufu and went to the skating ring :D

Relieved to know that entrance fee is only $13 lol excluding the skates rental of $3.50 for figure skates, whereas hockey skates are like $5! didnt need to purchase gloves or socks so yay :D $16.50 for 2 hours in the ring, which seemed like just an hour!

amazingly, a big coincidence.
Met like a group of friends from Kent ridge who were skating at the same time as well.... and after like what, half hour? Dom's sec school friends appeared too LOL. It seemed like a big gathering, knowing like a quarter of the people in the ring hahaha.

Accompanied dom all the way in the ring, round and round. Trying to help him to skate cos he's a noobie first timer hehehehe. oooops :P I saved at least 10 of his falls! AND YAY!!! DIDNT FALL DOWN FLAT ONCE...AT ALL!!!!! HAHAHAH everytime when he starts to wobble, i'll be holding him and skating in circles going with the flow of the force until we stand upright again lol... how scary for me as well cos i aint any good of a skater haha.

I was holding his left hand and then came kaimeng who held his other hand and we speeded lool... wobble wobble and i was the one screaming in the end trying to gain balance hahahaah... and then another time i told nick to help as well... and i dont know why, but the more ppl holding hands, the higher chances of falling, but also the higher chances of regaining balance.

ahh on a side note, cant help but say this... keep seeing nick and xinlin lovey dovey-ing there haiya!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINLIN :D:D:D:D:D

this appears out of nowhere but yayyy :D Birthday!!! hahahah

the skates hurt my legs like crap but the fun was greater than pain =))) Movied after that , "Alice in Wonderland".... so sry mayni :((( you had only 5 mins to get your ass to Kallang before the show starts so i couldnt call you when i wanted to.. haha you'd probably be like bathing still when the movie starts hahahah.

AIYA JUST DAMN HAPPY TODAY :D

Am gonna get a new laptop by next week! That is if im buying from school... if not.... okay i gotta start looking on the rest of the brochures i have now!
TATA!!! Lots of love <33333333333333

2010-03-04T07:03:00.000-08:00

This blog post may not be relevant to many, to you guys who reads my blog. however, im sure out there, some stranger, blog hopper may stumble upon my blog and just read it.

I will still share with you, on rare occasions (in blog) of my feelings being with my current boyfriend... ya you know :) dommy wee ^^

I've never felt such a need to be by his side everyday with anyone else. I found it uneasy doing that in the beginning especially when friends and my own knowledge of other relationships tell me that it may be bad for the both of us. I went through a lot of self reflection everyday, asking myself is this the right way to handle a relationship? How should we handle it? Is there a rule of a thumb which says it is not allowed to meet everyday, or to meet at least once a week, must there be any specifications at all? Aren't the couple in a r/s in charge of it themselves? Many, tend to go with the flow, & i see many couples, not as close as dom and i.

Us, we spend a vast amount of time together each day. I can never be as close to someone as we are now. I would never know anyone else better cos anyone else may just find it plainly boring to be by your side talking all day and night long. I never really felt bored with him. There's this emotion i feel which makes me happy being able to feel carefree, happy and safe with my loved one.

Yet till now, the very thought of how others may judge us irks me. With this insecurity, i never really liked admitting it in fear of hurting someone. I feel happy when i see couples around school with similar patterns like us. It tells me "There! These are the people who are like me, there isnt anything to feel bad about". And these are the couples whom i see have more stable and loving relationships.

with a little link to the previous words i've typed, i asked myself this : "Why, when you're married only do you stay close to your husband like he's the world to you and friends you seldom meet anymore?" I'm not saying friends arent important, but why is it when you grow up, your love will be the only one being there for you for life. Where friends, they live their own life and catch up with you when they are free? Friends will treat you as second place, & their love, the first. Are your loves more important than your friends or are friends more important that your love?

who would you forsake when you want some partying time? Who would be there for you then when you come home crying? Is it treating your love as a spare tyre or is it treating your friends as a spare tyre? It sounds bad in both questions but why would you want to do either at all? Why cant you have both? Partying time with your friends and loved ones. Its the best of all.

Which is the more important key to you? Friends, or your relationship?

3 years ago when i was in sec 3, i witnessed a mutual friend's relationship on the rocks. They quarrelled in public, the guy walked off and the girl came crying over to us. I thought she was dumb to give her everything to him then. Her everything. I thought they were gg to just break up in the end after he grabs her virginity. and now, 3 years later, i see them travel around Europe together. Just them. A relationship so stable and strong..... not all relationships really end in a bad way when you start them early dont they?

2010-03-02T20:28:00.000-08:00

im such a lazy bum :((((( woke up at 12 today when im supposed to wake at 10 to meet mayni ryn yt and dawn at amk to go cheryl's house.
i think it was too much of exercising suddenly that my body kinda got tuned out. lol went to gym on monday with dom... finally ran after so long , just 1.2 km o the threadmill but at least it got my thigh muscles tightened LOL. been just training my legs the whole gym time with cycling, and some other machines. i dont know what they are called.

met gitiong, wanqi, dawei, justin and evers there too lol. the school's swimming pool looked so enticing! i wish i have gotten my swim suit already sighh~~~

ytd attended dance. like finally after procrastinating for so long, last min backing out even though i brought my heels along with me... and i seriously took some time in rmbing the steps, what more getting them right -.- so depressing being the only one stopping and staring at ppl's legs which mine dont seem to get right...but atleast towards the end i managed to get 50% of it. it just means i should attend dance more often. it aint that bad :)))

2010-02-27T09:23:00.000-08:00

I dont know if it was a wrong move to enter IMM today or not cos it ended up spending few hundred bucks today. CRAP!!! i feel damn broke now :(((( just paid for the bazaar thing also, hopefully i'd be able to earn some money with a whacky plan of selling tidbits lol. just for fun i guess.

today was seriously tiring. Walked like non stop for 6 hours, towards the end was really bad..... still had to carry like close to 20 items and 2 big bags of shoppings we did. and yay i like dom's new shoes ^^

Sry nick for making you wait for us then end up never go :( really very tired...

but happy birthday benny :D

2010-02-26T07:28:00.000-08:00

Today was a relaxing day slacking at dommy's house and chatting non stop about lotsa interesting things :D

& today, walking around raffles city mall was a wrong choice just to find food. Where requests to find nice and tattered new jeans and stomachs to fill was the reason. Stepped into topshop, tried on a formal pants. darn was too fat to fit it though the cutting was damn nice :(
Turned around and saw this velvet jacket, so soft and comfy, slight shines here and there, boy was it so comfortable! which dom said it was nice and I SHOULD BUY.

why not? After considering here and there for soooooo long, i asked this question. " Look like prostitute? AND DANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Decision was from 80% buy it to 20% buy it. oh mannnnnnn :(((((((

SHOULD I??? SO COMFORTABLE LEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2010-02-21T08:27:00.001-08:00

I really must blog this.

i know seriously im supposed to be studying but bstats is really killing me. But oh thanks i finished my last 3-4 blur/never read through before topics and all i need to do now is practice practice and practice.

So after some studying, also after finishing the movie we left out ytd of Sister Act, we headed to Iluma bugis. Which means...........TORNADO!

And hell it was.spent a freaking $46 on the pushing out the sweets machine T.T but only thing is that its pushing out 3 what seems like a soft toy but is actually some laptop cover thingy, 1 can of FOX sweets, 1 hello panda, 2 Prawn crackers and 1 tao kae noi.

From $4, add another $10, $10, and moreeee...... just to push those things out. We got all except 3 more items which seemed impossible to push out anymore :(((

Oh man feel so guilty for spending so much on this machine. buttt..... its the fun that counts right??? LOL

stocks for jeans wasnt a good experience today. sucky attitude and all but bii was such a nice person today ^^ helping me do stuff when he saw my expression before i even said anything woohooo.. you're learning baby <3

2010-02-20T08:11:00.000-08:00

Went to peiwen's house just now.

I think i literally went on a diet today. But a not so bad one hehe (dom dont kill me :P)

Had my chicken rice again in the noon while watching "Pretty Woman", sooooo nice show ^^

And then tried to study but fell asleep.

Did i mention ITB test today? i think it will score around the same as common test :S hopefully better though... i really did study for it!

Headed to meet sherlyn and bukit batok. Looked at the swim suits and damn, arent the prices a rip off? still, no choice if i really wanna lose some weight. better than purchasing slimming pills hahahaha neverrr~

Alighted at the wrong bus stop, took 189 back again and stepped into the forested grounds before reaching peiwen's house. wasnt it huge O.o

pretty much slacked around at first, ate the beef which peiwen kindly cut into bite size just for me ^^ (but i still couldnt take the thick slices of meat!) and had peachyy soda!!!! thats my dinner HAHAHAHA.

Chatted with her and shihao as they joined us at the table and went up to play guitar heroes thereafter... i wanna play the drumset again leh. i managed to get the hang on it after 2 or 3 failed songs wahahaha.

Took a cab ride home thanks to johan and sofya and got home in no time :D and WOOTS parents din scold :D

BYEBYE KWEK PEI WEN! Come back invite us to your house again hehe

2010-02-14T02:24:00.000-08:00

I CANNOT get angry on Valentines cum CNY day.
Or it will be another screwed Vday :)

2 false hopes up today and went crashing down.

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Well well well.... just went i was feeling so moody over it, i heard a gentle knock on my door.
Thinking it must be a salesman, i went to look at the peephole as usual. Lo and behold!
it was dom at the door! ~woahhhhhhh

with with..... famous amos plastic bagggggggg!! ^^

I still dont know whats inside cos.... okay i will carry on with it later :D

I was too shocked for words and all i could do was mouth a "wait!". Looking at my brother sleeping not far away, mom bathing, dad at work (yes at work on the 1st day of CNY), it was coast clear.....for the time being. I was panicking what if my eldest bro suddenly came home, he'd meet dom outsidee!

I rushed to change, told mom i need to go out walk awhile and left the house with just my handphone and my wallet. without comb for once :P

Still, in such a daze, we met at the playground downstairs where we walked and walked and took mrt to boon lay! I was overwhelmed by the speed of things that i needed to sort in my mind, an anger i had to get over in such a short period, thats why i couldnt show him that i was happy when i saw him at the door! :(((((

buttttt he made the day way better just by coming here :)))) with amosss hehehee.... being a badass, i had to ask him to take home the amos and give me again tmr:((( am so afraid my mom'd see or brothers... and im gonna be so dead!

I was really happy inside, but with fear of being found out.... so it was a really mixed face that i have. I feel bad letting dom feel as if i dont appreciate it..... but indeed i do!! reallly. with so many circumstances you've read so far... that was what was bothering me only...

It was so sweet for him to come over to "make up" for his batt flat. and supposedly to go out in the noon but also due to some weather conditions, that made my day mad and boring, we didnt.

Thanks bi =)))))) you're still the best bf alive for me !

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Moving on, yesterday was chinese new year's eve.
Didnt go out again. Helped mom make the special mushrooms, mixed the ingredients and stuff :))) the mushroom was sooo DA WHOOM!!! yum yum ^^ all 40 mushrooms were down-ed by us!

It was really a reunion dinner for my family. 5 people sitting at the table, after what seemed like almost a year not doing so, always one person or more missing from the table. Having the manners to call...... it was nice :)

Then received ang bao from parents :D

Watched avatar with parents at night :)

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Dad had to work. Only because he's working at the Sentosa IR now.
I'm glad its way less boring for him now that he has the pass to simply walk over to Universal Studios, Casino anytime :)))

My dad even had the chance to try out the Casino, with free CHIPS, and gamble before its opening!. Free money to try.. who dont want :P

And he said Singapore's Universal Studio still cant beat Tokyo's Disneyland, still quite small or smth!

yesterday's casino opening turn out was still the blast. Damn lot of ppl i saw from the picture. Thats how Casinos make money!

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Going out soon! after lunch :)
Gonna go nick's house with bi and probably bi's friends house. which i feel............. hahahaha nvmmm.

Happy chinese new year!

& oh!

HAPPY VALENTINES! to those yesterday :)))

Reblogged from Chappy

2010-02-10T18:38:00.000-08:00

It brought tears to my eyes. Maybe it would do that to you too.

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce.. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce.
She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that everyday for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning.. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Dew about my wife’s divorce conditions.. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully..

My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mum out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead.. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse’s friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don’t share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage.

Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

2010-02-10T17:59:00.000-08:00

time's for studying now.
Watched a couple of movies lately!
"The Brothers Grimm", "Surrogates", "Snakes on a fright" and "The Marine".
seriously, dom's house collection of DVDs is superb. Well, those movies were watched within one week, a form of relaxation, sometimes a distraction from studying.

I always look for movies now when im stressed! & these movies certainly freaked me out the other night when i was trying to sleep!

Wednesday - Went to Redhill mrt and waited for Mayni to come fetch me to her new house. Studied at the reading room from 1pm till 5pm. Caryn came to join at 2pm. It was a good day's work yesterday. Wasnt able to concentrate that long this past week other than yesterday. Air con room at the right temperature, Proper spacious table and comfy chair:)

Heeeee we persuaded Mayni to bring us up to her house .... and oh my how spacious it was! Scenery from her view of 28th floor isnt anything compared to her previous house though. It was reallly filled with TREES. Forested area LOL.

Off to meet dom and supposedly customer, but din meet in the end as i couldnt find the item that she wanted to purchase :S Met another 2 customers in the morning :D

this week's orders were tremendous. Made me so busy on tuesday night! rushing here and there, meeting 4 customers at one go, different locations. Hell it was, but we made it :D

Gonna start studying again soon. I have GPA to pull up this sem!

2010-02-05T07:15:00.000-08:00

The chained design at the back is super chio !

dont like the leggings that she's wearing though.....hmmm

2010-02-04T05:04:00.000-08:00

ITB presention was great today :) Happiest with this presentation ever. Well, at least hard work, sacrificed sleep, and moodiness paid off?
Went to school feeling so frustrated with everything today... but it got better after i did script during whole of bstats tutorial.
ended up there was still confusion in our slides during the presentation LOL.

Went off to meet bi to get his ezlink card and passed him snacks again :D
Headed off home..... you simply cannot imagine the feeling i felt, when my head touched the ever so soft pillow, as my whole body went limp in bed and i travelled off to a semi conscious state. the feeling was exotic and my sleep was finally replenished.

Oh god how happy i felt to be able to get that extra sleep after sleeping so late everyday rushing all the scripts for each projects!
woke at 6pm to meet bi...for dinner. He waited for me under my block as i dragged myself out of sleep =)))) ooopsy! made him wait for 20 mins... hehe

Had KFC, talk and went home =))

Last presentation tmr!

How i long for tmr to end, i would be SOOOO FREE!

Mayni, caryn, yanting, must study together hor!!! :D

2010-02-02T17:47:00.000-08:00

Life is great :)
Even with ITB and CATs still not done, i've been happy these past days.
I've been spending lotsa time in dom's house, doing up all the projects.
Ytd, 3 hours flew by when i was touching up on CATs. Our break was hahahaha soooooooooooooo funnnny :))))))

hahaha went home feeling super tired but happy. Happy with life, happy with you, happy even with projects knowing that its just a passing phase. cos i know, things between us arent that fragile.

Bcomm presentations now! So sry mayni i came 5 mins late and couldnt be in the class when you were presenting :( sorry ttm!!!! :((((((((((((

2010-01-30T23:16:00.000-08:00

hmmm...mayni's ultra big pooh behind me ^^

Yay!! gonna finish ITB projectt already :D

2010-01-30T07:47:00.000-08:00

Everyone's turning insane right now. Well, most of us.
This week is crazy. 4 presentations, 3 of which are half to 3/4 done.
Just maanged to complete my Bcomm script and slides today.
Am so relieved to have done so since that is my worse fear which puts me on a high level of nervousness.

spent a whole day from morning to evening finishing bcomm, editing obse, looking at CATs things to do... its midnight now but i have to start on my slides for ITB! this is so so bad :(
Just realised there was double work in cats now due to lack of communicatino :S human error!

rahhhhh! well bi cheered me with a little rosey :) well virtual one hahaa

2010-01-22T05:14:00.000-08:00

its great to have someone who can make my day, brighten my dampened mood and have a relaxing time together :)

2010-01-19T18:09:00.000-08:00

Preview of the "Tooth Fairy"
Worth watching if you need some laughs at this time.
think it will be out very soon? haha

cant wait to watch the show that is produced by the director of Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets. The movie is seriously similar to HP! Okay i still like HP shows :D

The movie has this few headed dogs, lightning probably wand and blabla. :))))))))) And i wanna watch "They Spy next door" , Jackie chan!!!!! confirm funny haha

omfg!!!! i just found out, yet again my file was oversaved .... over my bcomm assignment 2 which i added in all the freazking details alr . WTFFFF now its nth again

2010-01-17T07:17:00.000-08:00

sigh.

talking about .... ******* now. its a damned topic when life about them isnt nice. its centred on just one main reason. it makes me loose my cool.

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good luck to me and itb :D i hope i can do it good.

2010-01-14T05:52:00.000-08:00

Hello hello!

Life's currently a stable one, well cos its like studies everyday. I rmb mugging for OBSE test last week, then mugging so hard for Statistics test this week knowing that my math is bad. hopefully my studying would bring some new light into my math world hahaha.

Business communications debate during class on monday! was pretty nervous still, dont know whether to look at the team and debate or look at the teacher and the class. Worse still, i hardly rmbed the scripted debate. Glad it still went okay.

then came submission for OBSE team journal. Rushed the filming of the video, Mayni and dine finished with the movie maker on the day itself and ready for submission the next. Hiong like crap this week :(

next week will be so so so so badddd =( preparation for submissions of 3-4 assignments, none of which we have completed 1/4 yet. my CATs project nth done T.T

I just had my complain session with dom today ooops :X the only source of mankind whom i can complain for the time being. i dont wanna be a nag to anyone, a bore, a scum. hahaha.

Enough of studies -.- its killing.

hmmmmmm today had been very much a good day.! completed my part for the final presentation of OBSE, learnt abit of Microsoft access with yanting today hehe poor girl, always the only one who has all the software which our 2 cute netbooks confirm dont have plus mayni one isnt schools LOL.

Lunch was great =) Library after that and waited for dom to end school while i finished up my project. Had my reward after that weeeheee self reinforcement hahaha

walk walk and home ^^

boring post...but..nth much to say :P

Shopping and bonding <3

2010-01-09T07:35:00.000-08:00

To cut the long story short,
i enjoyed the ride at the back of the lorry with dommie....1st ride and it was sooooo great :D
Strong wind blew my hair and swiped my face as if they were little whips, messy and entangled hair, bumpy ride anda great talk under the sun. Really, under the sun.

I have now what you call, two toned face. Made worse by having 3 levels of contrast on my face now by dark circles. I forgot about removing my specs in the 1 and a hilariously half hour ride which was supposed to take just 30 mins or so.

Hopped on to NYP, got this freebie of a toothpaste. I wonder how they thought of it!
And reached Mount emily's hill for a flea market which i consider tiny and nth to look through, but dom's sis still spent quite some time there haha. Rushed to eat at MAC, and spotted cotton on JUST before i headed to do some overdued stuffs.
Ended up purchasing 2 shorts and 1 shirt for me and 1 shirt for dom. Went over to another shop and bought yet another shirt for myself and a berms for dom. hahaha i love themmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!! not as much as him though hehe.

Ah! Today feels different, and great=)
Oh my, weekends are only my free time. Yet i'm still gonna do homework right now.
Tata!

2010-01-07T07:40:00.000-08:00

I'm so thankful, grateful and glad that my

severe

acute

pain

is gone. within 24 hours.

I'm so glad.... i was so afraid yesterday.
the pain sent me to think how great a life i have that many don't.

In cases like this, are when people reflect on themselves and find out things that they take for granted.

Thanks dear for waking up in the middle of the night for me when i was afraid....

I managed to suppress my fear today and went to school like normal.

Had a good time with Mayni, Yanting, zhanxian and her friend today around Ngee Ann's open house :)

went for a second round with Dom after his lessons ended at 5pm and met Clinton over there. great to see him, as big as ever haha.

Good night :)

Day at home

2010-01-02T01:20:00.000-08:00

Was supposed to go for Steamboat and all, but i dont feel that well :S

So i took the time to upload more of my clothes that i wanna sell :D Goodness, i just uploaded the load lss than a month ago to my urban-luxurious blog, yet i still found so many more in my closet rarely or never worn :S

Heeee and i just took the pic of this blazer, as qunlin requested :D

Auto focus onto my hand :P
Can you believe its taken with my 5MPX phone with self timer? hahahaha success!

New stock, its a pity i could only find 1 nice jacket when i tried to find! Silver ~~
Silver sounds informal, but this kinda silver..... its my type :D

nice nice? uh oh, got a feeling im gonna take one of this jacket for myself!!! Gonna upload this and the rest of my clothes very very soon.

I just cooked:

Fusili with hotdogs, chicken mushroom balls and a little of pork (hopefully for some taste)

with most importantly........CHEESE!!!!!

Only picture while cooking, was trying to manage boiling the water and stuff and putting some things back intothe refrigerator :)

End product ; OISHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!! <3

I aspire to be a cook one day.. hehehe

Did i mention that i fixed up corned beef wit egg with rice just 2 nights ago for dinner for my family as well?

i told dom i'd cook for him and his family one day during school days when we have the time!

hahahais cooking a new found hobby or smth? :) I dont like baking anymore!!

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anyway, i read through the nuffnang ads analytics. Discovered that i do have United Kingdom readers daily.... wow how faraway, and yet they were able to find my blog!

& Friends, pls tag :) Or i will lose the motvation to blog again! hahaa

2010-01-01T21:21:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, was a celebration for Mayni! <3

Decided on a plan of EAST COAST PARK, picnic + fly kite.

What turned out was, East Coast Park, Picnic without much food finished though we bought so little which still costs quite a lot, + card games, + bury my legs into sand + scandalous photos + pictures + fun :D

So, all of us woke up late except poor Mayni who was probably excited for her birthday, hahaha oooopsy. Dom woke up at 1215pm, i woke up at 1145am, Caryn woke maybe 12pm too and nick 130pm , when our meeting was supposed to be at 1pm LOL.

And i even received a message from mayni like 9am plus??!?!!

So we met at 2pm instead. Shopped around Carrefour. bought SOFT SHELL CRAB (which turned out mushy in the end) , Salsa with chips (which the salsa sucks as what nick claimed but i thought it was normal), an apple tart (which they found a bug in it and couldnt eat it in the end cos no knife to cut), 2 packets of cheese and chicken sausages (the best food), picnic ham (which we never opened and i had it for breakfast today instead) and a Honey chicken (which we finished only a quarter).

We forgot the Mat, forgot the cake, and forgot to bury Mayni and throw her into the water :((((( Well we did rmb.....tats initially! hahaha

found ECP so freaking crowded, filled with tents, people and rubbish on the sands :( Found a space and sat down to eat. Thereafter wetook pics, they buried my legs in sand and i became the statue of liberty where they posed with me hahaa. And they made me and dom.......PDA...... lol i am NOT very comfortable with it okay..... but for the sake of being sporting. the pics turned out nice though hehehehehe.

Nick went off skating, bought Root Beer and Cards! Daidi-ed till it drizzled so we went to burger king! Reverse daidi there..... caryn left, mayni left, then Benny, Haien, and on more friend came to join! Played cheat till 8pm :D

Nick's dad sent us to outram mrt and home we went :))))))

It was a good time there, fun, with not so nice food, nice vivid blue skies, great people and company and bestest boyfriend i've ever had :D

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Gonna go for a Flea market at SG flyer with Sherlyn now, and a steamboat buffet later in the evening at Turf city with Secondary school peeps :)