Sunday, October 16, 2011

Hi.

I know i've not been meeting up with many people recently but that is because i haven't had much time to do so. A major thing happened in my life and I'm trying to cope with it. Just last Friday i was doing my work in office and I just found my wind wandering and suddenly I just teared up.

I remember myself thinking of all the worse situations in life when i was young, when i understood the meaning of live and death. I remember myself thinking so much that I would just cry so hard that I can neither breathe nor hear properly. I was preparing myself for when i reach an older age and I will experience all the kinds of things. I was afraid.

I remember myself going to the library after my weekly music lessons and borrowing lots of books from the same author who wrote stories on cancers; leukemia. Every story, i'd cry, feeling for the person in the story and knowing that the author who wrote the book experienced this in her life.

I'm glad the situation is not as bad as the ones i've read but its enough to make me worry day and night, waking up and thinking of the current situation over and over again.

Posted at 12:51 AM

Monday, September 12, 2011

Double happiness

FINALLY dom is otw back to Singapore from Australia ^^

It was 5 looooooooooong days and nights without him and phew its finally over :D The next one would be in december, and its gonna be for 9 days :( sob while i'm working all the way.

can't wait too seeeeeee himmmmmmmmmmmmm!!! uh oh i sound like a kidddo again.

so my birthday present is " dom wrapped in a wrapping plastic sheet, tied with a ribbon with a helium balloon floating " hehehehe

random thoughts

Posted at 7:42 AM

Internship!

Work at Agape Little Uni. gets better by the days.

I would say my 1st and 2nd day wasn't what i'd expect but probably because of the new Clementi centre opening and I was mostly under the guidance of an administrator whom i am grateful for. She taught me so much in just 5 days!

Now that she's left, and i am kinda the only person who knows how to do the admin work, i feel a little lost especially when there are new registrations and withdrawals. A little stress today because i didn't know where to start etc.. but time REALLY FLEW BY today.

I gotta rush to finish as much as i can tmr. I'm way more motivated now because of my director's meeting with me and i feel like i have a goal right now so things won't be so mundane anymore!

Gotta starting journaling about what i have learnt so far!

Tata! Hope you guys who are reading my blog are doing good with your internships/work or enjoying your holidays!!!!

Posted at 7:37 AM

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Work has its cons too

i must remind myself why i was going all out for 6 months internship instead of choosing 2 months.

Admin work is..... what i wanted to avoid in the first place and thats why i self sourced.

but the good thing now is that i have no worry after work, and i have healthy lunch now.

Posted at 9:01 AM

Saturday, August 27, 2011

Happy with the outcome of all my papers :)

Did my best, studied as hard as i could (though i really slacked quite a bit this time round) because it is my last semester taking exams.

Usually i start studying a month before exams but this very semester i had totally no time due to crazy projects and only had 2 weeks to do so. turns out that i learnt to study smart, learnt how to analyse past year exam papers really thoroughly and hopefully the results would be what i want.

Actually, i really hope to have 4.0 GPA once before i leave ngee ann. is that possible with my bullshit luck with IS modules?

Then, i'd be able to get into SMU business....

Posted at 12:14 PM

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

5 hours of sleep. 8am school, studied for a test which was then postponed.

Received 2 grades for stocks class and it was one of worse i've received for months and months.

Work later for a friend + lack of sleep = :(

4-5 projects left to finish in a time frame of 1 month. :(((

Posted at 7:38 PM

Monday, July 4, 2011

Building a Healthy Relationship from the Start

The Beginning Stages

While the early months of a relationship can feel effortless and exciting, successful long-term relationships involve ongoing effort and compromise by both partners. Building healthy patterns early in your relationship can establish a solid foundation for the long run. When you are just starting a relationship, it is important to:

Build. Build a foundation of appreciation and respect. Focus on all the considerate things your partner says and does. Happy couples make a point of noticing even small opportunities to say "thank you" to their partner, rather than focusing on mistakes their partner has made.

Explore. Explore each other's interests so that you have a long list of things to enjoy together. Try new things together to expand mutual interests.

Establish. Establish a pattern of apologizing if you make a mistake or hurt your partner's feelings. Saying "I'm sorry" may be hard in the moment, but it goes a long way towards healing a rift in a relationship. Your partner will trust you more if he or she knows that you will take responsibility for your words and actions.

As the Months Go By: Important Things to Recognize as Your Relationship Grows

Relationships Change. Changes in life outside your relationship will impact what you want and need from the relationship. Since change is inevitable, welcoming it as an opportunity to enhance the relationship is more fruitful than trying to keep it from happening.
Check in Periodically. Occasionally set aside time to check in with each other on changing expectations and goals. If a couple ignores difficult topics for too long, their relationship is likely to drift into rocky waters without their noticing.

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So, relationships aren't easy to handle.. be it with your family, friends or your other half. It certainly takes a lot of strength to breathe out uncertainty, anger, confusion and just thoughts wandering around and overcoming it. Sometimes you feel bad for feeling what you feel but you know that you have the right to have those feelings and the only thing you can do to help it is to take control of emotions.

I for one, ain't a master of controlling my emotions. Sometimes it gets the better of me that i feel I'm such a horrid person. I'm glad to say, I am way better at controlling these things now. It helps to have a boyfriend who is way more patient than i am, more understanding of certain things than i am to him :x and it made me help myself get over anger and frustration without hurting anybody.

Maybe its just stepping into my 20s soon, maybe its just maturity but having patience definitely helps one life be more peaceful and happier than what it initially was.

Such a fast-paced life i lead, some bad patience i have... it all takes strength to overcome it to be a better person.

Posted at 11:23 AM

Sunday, June 19, 2011

Time for projects this week - Stocks and WISP
And to finish studying all the lectures by the time school begins.

Short of time~

Had a good time in Sentosa today w dom, yt & zx. Played bridge, cheat and monopoly deal while on the mat as the sun chose to hide itself for the 1st two hours..

When the sun finally came out, yt & zx went to get their lunch and dom left to put his suntan oil, leaving me alone in the sun with all the stuffs. It was a good twenty mins before he came back and i am wow.. blacker already. compared to dom sun-tanning for an hour while we played dai di in the shade and his suntan effectiveness was the same as my 20 mins tan -.-

I'm red and feeling hot on my face, neck and black -.- So fun to play card games again after such a long while!

After that we headed off to Changi Airport to fetch dom's parents at the airport! Had a good western meal at Han's there and then home we went in this big luxurious cab. Driver young and punk, good command of his English and presentable.

I wonder if taxi drivers must now have a degree to drive this cab... well the usual taxi drivers need to pass at least their o levels and english as far as i know!

Posted at 9:29 AM

Friday, June 10, 2011

I am determined!

To loose weight.

I'm gonna visit the gym every Saturday and improve my stamina, at least be how i was in secondary school.

All so that i will stop feeling so fat and I will be able to wear all the beautiful dresses everywhere!!

Slurpppppppp.

I've been working. For the 2nd time in my life. For a wonderful friend whom i met in a bazaar. Best boss ever!
I am in-charge of online marketing for her shop at China Square Central selling ATAS jewellery! Hehe feel so inspired for my online webby too thus my new facebook page :D

Posted at 11:03 AM

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Does a couple need complete similarities to be able to be happy with one another? If no, do they have to have a majority of similarities?

What if they don't? It doesn't matter does it? What matters is that you're happy with that person and you feel complete with each other.

In tough times, do you feel like slamming things? In good times, do you feel like nobody could be happier than you? Why the vast difference?

Love is hard to comprehent, Love is.....not letting go of you!

Posted at 9:47 AM