why cant i find a swimsuit that suits what i want!!!!!

its been a month of searching and more :((((


2 days ago, i cancelled my booking at the flea market by assigning it to another girl who fortunately, contacted me in time. The reason was just so that i could attend dom's dad birth-day!

Farmart is a nice place. Gives me the vibes of the Malaysia-ly feeling in me haha.. i couldnt eat much though but i still managed to down the cake slice and steal some pieces of crab from dom (which i dont really really like) :D

I really like the customized birthday cake we did together.. i aint any good in creativity or art.. but it certainly turned out quite well ^^ Not bad for first try with the icings and all..

ah! time to sleep :)))


I'm getting excited! My laptop should be arriving soon :)))


After pretty much chaos over trying to get into the same class as yt, caryn and dawn, we managed!!!!!

So sad, mayni's not gonna be with us anymore :(( one year liao !

Met them at Clarke quay after that and settled down at some Ramen shop.. ended up eating charsiew rice there lol. its average i think?

Talked, walked around, pictures... and home! Haven done that with them for long!!! <3

Happy birthday yanting :D:D
Hope you like our prezzie haha:))


Last tuesday,
Dom and I met up with Chris and JH.... funny how long we took to decide on a lunch place which ranged from expensive to not so expensive. Ended up in Pizza hut andd yay nice lunch :))
Couldnt decide what to do next, so we went to ILUMA!!! And off to the arcade again :D:D:D:D spent like another $25 there and this time at least 4 of us play la!!

Looking at this picture makes me wanna fly there again T.T

& i was testing out my dad's new fuji camera... and i din like it sigh~~

This tuesday, i spent my day at home. Made the prata cheese sausage with eggs and chilli again for dom before heading to school to meet him. and yay!!! purchased my new laptop :D 1.8kg!!! i hope its gonna be really good man although its light..=))))) the specs are like gorgeous ^^
headed home after that.... and dom went back to his muay thai camp.

Wednesday.... was an impromptu decision to go out shopping with chris :))) Met close to 3pm and supposedly, we have to be back at clementi at 6pm! Ended up reaching home at 10pm hahaha... guess what?
ILUMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but you know what?!?!!? we spent only $5 there total!! and we utilised 2 hours there LOL.


the machine kinda funny. We lost everything already... and suddenly we kept winning and didnt need to go home anymore LOL. i really do understand why some people become addicted to gambling already. hahhhhh so im not gonna start it... or do it alot. haha

THURSDAY- finally able to meet dom after he booked out of camp :)))

Friday - slack day ^^
plus tried to shoot for my new collection.... but turns out im sucha bad photographer with a professional camera -.- soooo i gave up. sighhh

When i was playing around with the settings, i snapped this. so cute right? ^^ I know the White Balance is off but i dont have my photoshop serial number!

Today - SWENSONS!!!!!! happy happy
but i got sick. haha


and FINALLY! gg out with yanting, mayni and caryn next tues ^^


Disappeared for quite awhile.
Lazy... then came busy days (bazaar).
Lets just say, the crowd aint good thus my sales is at rock bottom!
Some girls went squealing over a rather cute packaging of a jelly and loli stick haha!

one of the worse things of doing businesses the whole year round? Definitely carrying a number of things along with you all day long. And the best things is of course being able earn!

I realised, ever since my business picked up... there was hardly times where i can leave the house empty handed. Well, i never leave my house empty handed anyway... i will bring my phone, wallet and comb :D okay

i'm just tired :)))) Join me on NINJA SAGA on facebook!!!! hahaha


TODAY!
is one of the best days in the past two weeks of holidays :D

ICE SKATING~!!!! WOOOOOOOO ^^ after like 2 or 3 years away from it, it is now my first time skating at Kallang ice skating ring!

Met up with bi today at JP and dressed him up ^^ He looked so gorgeous hehehe... i know its the wrong way to say it, but oh well :P Reached Kallang and met 3 of dom's friends and took a bus ride down to Kallang Leisure park. Went to find nick and xinlin at Koufu and went to the skating ring :D

Relieved to know that entrance fee is only $13 lol excluding the skates rental of $3.50 for figure skates, whereas hockey skates are like $5! didnt need to purchase gloves or socks so yay :D $16.50 for 2 hours in the ring, which seemed like just an hour!

amazingly, a big coincidence.
Met like a group of friends from Kent ridge who were skating at the same time as well.... and after like what, half hour? Dom's sec school friends appeared too LOL. It seemed like a big gathering, knowing like a quarter of the people in the ring hahaha.

Accompanied dom all the way in the ring, round and round. Trying to help him to skate cos he's a noobie first timer hehehehe. oooops :P I saved at least 10 of his falls! AND YAY!!! DIDNT FALL DOWN FLAT ONCE...AT ALL!!!!! HAHAHAH everytime when he starts to wobble, i'll be holding him and skating in circles going with the flow of the force until we stand upright again lol... how scary for me as well cos i aint any good of a skater haha.

I was holding his left hand and then came kaimeng who held his other hand and we speeded lool... wobble wobble and i was the one screaming in the end trying to gain balance hahahaah... and then another time i told nick to help as well... and i dont know why, but the more ppl holding hands, the higher chances of falling, but also the higher chances of regaining balance.

ahh on a side note, cant help but say this... keep seeing nick and xinlin lovey dovey-ing there haiya!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINLIN :D:D:D:D:D

this appears out of nowhere but yayyy :D Birthday!!! hahahah



the skates hurt my legs like crap but the fun was greater than pain =))) Movied after that , "Alice in Wonderland".... so sry mayni :((( you had only 5 mins to get your ass to Kallang before the show starts so i couldnt call you when i wanted to.. haha you'd probably be like bathing still when the movie starts hahahah.


AIYA JUST DAMN HAPPY TODAY :D

Am gonna get a new laptop by next week! That is if im buying from school... if not.... okay i gotta start looking on the rest of the brochures i have now!
TATA!!! Lots of love <33333333333333


This blog post may not be relevant to many, to you guys who reads my blog. however, im sure out there, some stranger, blog hopper may stumble upon my blog and just read it.

I will still share with you, on rare occasions (in blog) of my feelings being with my current boyfriend... ya you know :) dommy wee ^^

I've never felt such a need to be by his side everyday with anyone else. I found it uneasy doing that in the beginning especially when friends and my own knowledge of other relationships tell me that it may be bad for the both of us. I went through a lot of self reflection everyday, asking myself is this the right way to handle a relationship? How should we handle it? Is there a rule of a thumb which says it is not allowed to meet everyday, or to meet at least once a week, must there be any specifications at all? Aren't the couple in a r/s in charge of it themselves? Many, tend to go with the flow, & i see many couples, not as close as dom and i.

Us, we spend a vast amount of time together each day. I can never be as close to someone as we are now. I would never know anyone else better cos anyone else may just find it plainly boring to be by your side talking all day and night long. I never really felt bored with him. There's this emotion i feel which makes me happy being able to feel carefree, happy and safe with my loved one.

Yet till now, the very thought of how others may judge us irks me. With this insecurity, i never really liked admitting it in fear of hurting someone. I feel happy when i see couples around school with similar patterns like us. It tells me "There! These are the people who are like me, there isnt anything to feel bad about". And these are the couples whom i see have more stable and loving relationships.

with a little link to the previous words i've typed, i asked myself this : "Why, when you're married only do you stay close to your husband like he's the world to you and friends you seldom meet anymore?" I'm not saying friends arent important, but why is it when you grow up, your love will be the only one being there for you for life. Where friends, they live their own life and catch up with you when they are free? Friends will treat you as second place, & their love, the first. Are your loves more important than your friends or are friends more important that your love?

who would you forsake when you want some partying time? Who would be there for you then when you come home crying? Is it treating your love as a spare tyre or is it treating your friends as a spare tyre? It sounds bad in both questions but why would you want to do either at all? Why cant you have both? Partying time with your friends and loved ones. Its the best of all.

Which is the more important key to you? Friends, or your relationship?



3 years ago when i was in sec 3, i witnessed a mutual friend's relationship on the rocks. They quarrelled in public, the guy walked off and the girl came crying over to us. I thought she was dumb to give her everything to him then. Her everything. I thought they were gg to just break up in the end after he grabs her virginity. and now, 3 years later, i see them travel around Europe together. Just them. A relationship so stable and strong..... not all relationships really end in a bad way when you start them early dont they?


im such a lazy bum :((((( woke up at 12 today when im supposed to wake at 10 to meet mayni ryn yt and dawn at amk to go cheryl's house.
i think it was too much of exercising suddenly that my body kinda got tuned out. lol went to gym on monday with dom... finally ran after so long , just 1.2 km o the threadmill but at least it got my thigh muscles tightened LOL. been just training my legs the whole gym time with cycling, and some other machines. i dont know what they are called.

met gitiong, wanqi, dawei, justin and evers there too lol. the school's swimming pool looked so enticing! i wish i have gotten my swim suit already sighh~~~

ytd attended dance. like finally after procrastinating for so long, last min backing out even though i brought my heels along with me... and i seriously took some time in rmbing the steps, what more getting them right -.- so depressing being the only one stopping and staring at ppl's legs which mine dont seem to get right...but atleast towards the end i managed to get 50% of it. it just means i should attend dance more often. it aint that bad :)))