LOST MY EZLINK CARD :((((((((((((


Met dom in the morning for late breakfast.... tried finding shorts for me and i couldnt find any nice oneeeee :( Headed to tiong bahru , met May ni, went NTUC to get groceries and food to cook at her house later on and we rented a movie :D "Accident" Seriously, everything happens in an accident. haha

So...... reached her house... and both of us cooked.. while dom sat there playing his psp. lol honoured ah.... settled down finally, ate the whole lot of chicken sausages (which we later found wasnt very cooked and i had stomachache after that), chicken balls, chicken popcorn and shrimp wanton! Gobbled a tub of 1litre ice cream, cookies and cream too :D

Haaaaaa.... PIGGG. after the movie ended, we watched PENELOPE! then MEET THE SPARTANS showing on TV. haha damn lame man... and went home after that... and thats when i found i lost my card!!!

oh well im home now :D









GO WATCH!!! must watch :D


A crappy beginning of a day turned out a good day in the end. there was supposed to be sports camp training today, and someone forgot his shoes haha. and it is said, no excuses anymore, so i guess gg there will be a waste of time. so.... pon!

Yoga, was the ultimate stretch. okay my thighs really hurt now. The corpse pose really set me off to sleep, and my stomach growled. hehe followed by steffi's stomach LOL. did alot of balancing today, and i ....sadly.....cant do a few of them good :(

Ate at makan place with Stef, bal, din, pris before heading the Singapore history museum! Its actually quite interesting there, not forgetting scary of cos. balbal made me scream -.- stef and i were hugging close to her after she scared us, the surroundings were filled with portraits of olden days women, its REALLY scary. with, the speakers singing the lullaby.

Camwhored alot too with stoof and bal. haha. Went outside, and met the rest with rebecca and mel, supposedly (again) to go to daiso (another of our destinated assignment place), but we ended up eating. Went over to watsons myself since im the only one not hungry, and looked for the eyeliner, lucky dont have eh, turns out that mayni bought for me already, YAY! i hope the eyeliner will turn out different from the rest.... what? i've like tried 5-7 brands alr and , maybe 1 is just good? haha

So, met dom, and went to watch 2012! another impromtu decision, but our slippers hunt seriously never works out. we will just have to find another fourskins outlet that sells slippers in my size!

1 of the best movies ever, but its definitely scary, imagining that it MAY happen to all of us (touch wood) sighhh makes me scared, i've lotsa things to accomplish before the world ends!
Movie screen: 2 hours 30 mins.
The tickets costed a (freaking) $10. After 5 pm, and a friday -.- but i'd say, worth it. haha

Talked sooooooooo much on the train ride home :D love it ... haha

I like CATs mates! :)


sometimes i really like to hear the details, sometimes i really detest it.
sometimes it feels great to listen to problems, sometimes it really is the last thing i want to do.
sometimes i like the quiet life, sometimes i really do need the noise.
sometimes i just want to be alone, sometimes i really need someone.
sometimes i wish people will be more sensitive, sometimes i wish they wouldnt care about me at all.
sometimes i want to study the whole day round, sometimes i'd wish to throw everything aside...

what i feel like doing everyday now is sleep. like a OINK


My dad was just talking about China giving panda(s) to singapore.... for free while some countries pay to get them.
and i suddenly thought, haha China pandas. Sounds soooo weird , there's like china made goods, china food, china humans, now china pandas hehehee.

and my brother went, o h! imagine the pandas in the aeroplane, going to Singapore. They sit innocently in the aeroplanes wondering what are they doing there.

HHAHAHAHA. its so cuteto think about it.

Sad, today's movie marathon is off once again. Mayni was so sad about it :( Sigh, and today was a very tiring day as well, not doing much things,but when i hit the bed at 5pm, i went off already...

Reading statistics textbook now. There's a really complicated question in our tutorial :S


fucking no mood.
feels like crap and i seriously dont have the mind to talk to anyone. no idea what exactly is causing this but its a pain in the arse. shits#$@^@^(@&^(@^@^()&(@&#(^&()&^()#&#()^&(

nt enough sleep. ear stilll pain and i forgot my ear drops today. i forgot my comb today but thankfully dom gave me his... eat also pain. fucking ulcer suddenly come out. whats worse there's yoga at the bloody end of the day. damn it, relaxation my arse when im so fucked up.

dont feel like cooling down either. maybe feeling moody for the whole day is a good idea. feels great to be emo-istic. maybe thats why ppl go crazy also. right.

damn it i dont know whether to talk to her nicely/ make friends with her/; or just screw her off.

down :) im down today :))))))))))))))))))))

time for a reflection on life.

family.

a major part of life..... which, sadly to say isnt good around me. envying isnt a good feeling.... neither should i envy. but whats this feeling whenever i see parents able to communicate with their children well.. able to talk about love, relationships, help with your problems, rather than just continuously nagging you over nth. Over not being in a relationship, to study and not date, study comes first, not being able to enjoy life, but work your ass off just so that you can achieve a normal life... NORMAL life.

I dont want my life to be normal. I want my life to be what i portray it should be. working your ass off isnt life.... whats more, not being able to communicate. things that we are commnicating can never go as far as what happened in work or school, not in the details usually and not for long. Life isnt sufferings. Life isnt working, life isnt about solely studying, life isnt about staying at home, life isnt about quarrellings everyday, life isnt about striving for the average.......

Life isnt about not being yourself. Life isnt about acting to suit others. Life isnt about talking when you dont feel like it. Life isnt about spending time with company whom you dont feel good with. Life isnt silence. Life isnt violence. Life isnt shouts. Life isnt about falling out. Life isnt about everything that is bad...

Life should be made the way you want it to be. Life, will only count when you make it count.  

my dreams - love. fun.time.health.expenses.

I cant wait for you to end school... i'd only fall then

Yet another happy day yesterday:)
I dont think there was any significant event ytd that made it happy... but thats what we just felt like ^^

And its really one of a kind reason for not being able to go to sch ytd! Woke up with such heavy eyes and pain in my right ear. It couldnt stop... and i got worried. Called up dom , thinking if i shld skip school and get all the medicine i need at one go.... and yay!! more sleep for me.....

Wnt to the clinic myself... sigh.. the doctor was an indian man, haha but he turned out quite nice.
Got some ear drops plus olive oil... and gastric medicine for my stomach.... Meet zulfika there LOL.

Headed to school, supposedly to go gym and dance sport.... but i wore wrong shorts HAHAHA... so plans cancelled. my ear was still kinda pain even without doing anything, so i thought i better skip dance sport... again! but advanage is that nick can partner marie :D

Watched movie after that, went to sleep and woke up with such pain again... sigh

it still hurts a little now. lucky it isnt anything serious!

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Presentation today. Changed into formal attire in school.... everyone did well!
I thought i could have done better,not forget all my scripts:S Took pictures again!!!!

LOOKING FORWARD TO LUNCH. I WANT FOOD!!!!



i have yoga after school tmr :(


I made my domdom laugh so much, his tail swishing through the leaves, as you hear the rustling of the shirt...........that he achieved 6 pac. WOOOO <3

Happier and happier with love :)


Today... was a great day <3


Doing homework is fun, is it? hahaha that is what i have been doing every single day since school started.

I'm done with ITB for my part of the PW, left with OBSE, wonder what we're supposed to do about it?

- i've been looking through lotsa ljs, and blogshops the past few days. got this blazer :D Wahaaa,,, adding on to my collection. And it IS time to stock up on more jackets, for a few reasons ;
Its the monsoon season,
I get cold easily,
to prevent me from getting sick :D

and now i have chance to use them during my presentations as well.. HAHA =))

good night


Today was a DIFFERENT day.

YOGA, using stretching to the max from top to toe. Was a little hard due to my cough and sore throat making it harder to breathe, bt i survived :D

Learnt th medidation pose today haha ! also got my ankle twisted, it seems so intentional :O

Went to have a quick break fast after that with Gurudine, Stoofi, Bujit, Priscilla ad Jie min. Witnessed a fight in makan place.....details shouldnt be mentioned here though haha. Went to blk 56 after that to meet our whole class, where we later travelled altogether to the Singapore Art Museum.

Stoofi and bujit are seriously full of crap hhahaha.johor bahru prank, some sick in the minds thing about biology, and never ending teasing. hahaha.... including gurudine who kept replaying the "throwing chopsticks and bowls" incidet in makan place, where they said, i would be throwing my combs instead hahaha..

SAM, was fun. With guru, stoof, and bul. haaaha damn retarded names. Took lotsa camwhore pictures... there was this intersting paper room too , and a half broken tv which is still functioning.

then headed to do smth and went back home to get my lappy. After which , i met dom, jh and their friend at library. managed to complete my ITB port folio! :D Joined by mayni after tat..... and then christina!!!! haha the pinkkyyy....

Went to eat after that, mymymy, my health isnt too good. Sore throat ---> Cough ---> Flu ---> Feverish.....and came gastric. it was the perfect combination of everything, thank god there wasnt cramps too. Headed back to library after that and found that we missed the choosing of our second level module. CRAP!

Statistics is killing me :( I'm still stuck in the middle of the lecture. for the pasthour, i cant seem to appreciate, the MEAN, MEDIAN, MODE, Standard deviation, holy crap :( I know dom's pain now....... rahhhh!!

Shall end here.


Stressful week.
Enough of talk, its down to work.

Fell sick, and my throat's hurting me day and night. Not enough sleep, and it lead to me feeling tired every singe day. Not feeling like conversing with anyone at times, feel so irritated with things.

Class groups are fine. some times hanging out with gemalixin during lunch, sometimes with gemalixin and envoys group,
wedesdays with caryn,yanting,mayni,cheryl,dawn and qunlin...

so that makes up almost all the class. i thought thats wht i always wanted? But something's seriously missing.